jes

2010-03-08T21:35:00.000+08:00

bye!

happy new year

2010-01-02T20:59:00.003+08:00

YEAH! it is 2010 already!
haha. spent my last day of 2009 at ian's house with strikeforce people.
really feel like home! (: spending time with my family. haha.
i really ate a lot at ian's house plus all the food that i ate before that with jason, soon wee and edi.
starbucks, cheesecake, pasta and chipsssssssssssss!!!!
and i watched kung fu shows with them all the way. haha.
reached home at around 2 am on 1 january 2010!!!! ha. wanted to stay longer but couldnt.

well, 2010 will be a greater year than 2009!!!

***

well, i have been doing banners for the past few weeks since band reopened.
edi and i wanted to go out yesterday to sew the banner with soon wee but couldnt for some ridiculous reason and ended up doing it with irene from morning till night at home.
we sewed it with our own hands all right! hahaha! im just so proud of myself. WOO!

i went to marsya's house and huijuan's house to paint the banners today.
it was quite fun though, doing some paintings and drawings again. ha!

wonderful christmas

2009-12-26T16:58:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was awesome.
I was so delighted to see my dearest sister, Queenie. Haha
It was her birthday!!
I received many hugs from many people!!
After church, I went to eat at tampines with family.

Went to night safari to watch the urban drum crew. Haha
Miss them so much!! They've done great yesterday!
Going to watch them again today!! Haha!

I received quite a few presents too!! Really surprised and HAPPY to receive them!!
My dearest Queenie gave me a handmade stitch, okayy!! Very cute one!! Ha
I have got a pair of onitsuka tiger shoes too!!! Hahaha!!
Thanks again, okayy!
I'm really touched and happy about the presents!
WWOOOOOO!!
I have such a great family!!! :D

this christmas (:

2009-12-24T10:42:00.001+08:00

My wish is going to come true.
It's going to be one of the most awesome christmas I've ever had.
Christmas that's full of joy, smiles and laughter.
From now till new year, I'm going to spend most of my time with my family.
A family that have been there for me all the way.
A family that make me feel so so so loved.

I can't wait to open my presents. Whatever is inside, I know I'm going to be so happy the moment I receive it and open it.
Once again, I thank God for giving me such a great family.

My daddy, mommy and brother.
My gu zhang, gugu and 3 cousins.
Most of all, W446 and The Strikeforce.
Yupppp!!! That's my family (:

So so so love them!!!!!

***

Anyway, it's going to be a great christmas and awesome birthday for my dearest sister Queenie. Hahaha (:
No worries, dear!!! *hugs*

2009-12-23T00:43:00.000+08:00

talk less, do more!

2009-12-20T17:08:00.002+08:00

awesome day at my old church, GBI Gajah Mada Tower ! great message too.
Kak Angga told us to ask God before doing everything (:
Tuhan, boleh gak?
just as simple as that.
Raising the standard for 2010 too!

we went to Fish Spa after that.
it was really ticklish at first..........
you can read edi's blog about my reaction when i first put my legs inside the tank.
haha~~

edi, james and i visited all the pet corner.
saw some cute rottweiler puppies and sausage dogs. haha!

had an awesome lunch at Mushroom with my family after that. YUMYUM!

going to prepare for Ci Cindy's Engagement at JW Mariott soon.
gong to wear a dress.... HAHAH.
long time since i wore a dress!
last time i wore a dress was when.............. nevermind!

i have been enjoying myself here. haha (:
it is really good to see my parents and brother everyday.
had lots of heart-to-heart conversation with them. laughed and smiled a lot.
cried a lot too.
really thank God for giving me such an awesome family.
but I have to go back! haha! (:
there's some stuff that i need to do. HAHA.
anyway,
I MISS YOU QUEENIE!! (:

great time!!

2009-12-19T01:02:00.002+08:00

went out with my friends 2 days ago! really happy to see them again! haha (:

2009-12-15T11:25:00.002+08:00

back from Bandung. hahah :D
we went to stay at Savoy Homann for two nights and went to many factory outlets.
went to eat at many places too! i love Sapu Lidi the best! :D
haha.
it was an awesome time with my family.

today i'm going to my aunt's birthday party.
can't wait to see my relatives. WOO!~

2009-12-12T11:03:00.002+08:00

going to Bandung soon. hahaha (:
gonna stay there for 2 nights.
it's going to be fun!! haha.

***

anyway, i just want to say this to my dearest sister, Queenie!!
I LOVE YOU TTM TOO!!!
hahaha. no worries, kay!!
you'll have an awesome birthday, my dear!!

2009-12-12T00:25:00.003+08:00

went to King Photo afterward to choose the dress for the family photo.
unfortunately, my mom and i are using red color dress...
wanted to take the blue one but my dad said it won't match his suit so yea.
taking red..................... red. . . . . . . .
haha! even though i don't really like the colour red but the dress looks fine on me so it okay!!
then went to Mangga Dua today to buy a memory stick for my camera and looked around for iPod. hees! might be buying an iPod touch~~
ate at Ikan Bakar Cianjur for dinner. hahah. delicious!!!!

well..............
GOING TO BANDUNG TOMORROW MORNING !!!!!!
YAY!!!! :D

anyway, talked to my mom about some stuffs in the car today.
share many stuffs together. really happy that she told me about it (:
hahaha.
i love her! she is the best mom all right ;D

AWESOMEEEEE!!!!

2009-12-11T01:02:00.002+08:00

just came back from shopping at Senayan City and dinner!!!
WAHAHAHAHAH!~
feel so awesome!!!!! ha.

finally i bought some new stuffs :D
WEEHEEE!!!!!
shopping to be continued at Bandung! HAHA!!!!

going to eat dinner at Bandar Djakarta tomorrow instead because my parents to inform our relatives and not going to iPod anymore for some reason. . . .
HEES!

LA LA LA LA LA!!!

good morning!!

2009-12-10T11:53:00.006+08:00

haha! just played Guitar Hero with Edi after i woke up :P
super fun! haha.
we played co-op together! wooohooo :D

today's gonna be fun!
going out to choose my dress for the family photo!
and might be buying new iPod if my parents allow.
YAY (:

planning to eat seafood at Bandar Djakarta at Ancol too!
HAHAAA!

i wish i can share all these with my w446 and strikeforce!

2009-12-10T00:24:00.003+08:00

haha!
did some shopping yesterday ~~ like finally :P
planning to go Bandung this Saturday. it is going to be fun~
going to go out with my friends next week too!! YAY-NESS!
can't wait to share them about my stories...

anyway, went to eat at A&W today!!!!!! WOOOOOO!~ yumyumyum!
my favorite fried chicken! muahaha.

well, my parents talked a lot about some stuffs since i came back.
really happy that i could share some stuff with them too (:

tomorrow is going to be great. the day after will be greater and the day after and the day after. it is going to be better and greater!! :D haha

feel so happy to be here!
so happy that i don't want to leave.

love, fate and coincidence

2009-12-09T13:13:00.020+08:00

1 Corinthians 13:4-8 says,

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails but where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues,they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

Real love is always fated. It has been arranged before time. It is the most meticulously prepared of coincidences. And fate, of course, is simply a secular term for the will of God, and coincidence for His grace.

don't get me wrong okayy!! i just find the two passages are beautiful and meaningful. haha
i'm still a happy girl.
no worries!!

2009-12-09T13:13:00.000+08:00

MORNING

for w446 and strikeforce!

2009-12-08T23:22:00.001+08:00

just now, edi and i heard this song on the radio!

Menghujam Jantungku

Segenap hatiku selalu memujamu
Seluruh jiwa kupersembahkan untukmu
Sepenuh cintaku merindukan dirimu
Seutuh gejolak membakar hatiku

Seperti cahaya hadirmu di duniaku
Seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungku

O..ow..o..ow..

Reff:
Kau membuatku merasakan
Indahnya jatuh cinta
Indahnya dicintai
Saat kau jadi milikku

Oh, takkan kulepaskan
Dirimu oh, cintaku
Teruslah kau bersemi
Di dalam lubuk hatiku

Seperti cahaya hadirmu di duniaku
Seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungku

a day at Taman Anggrek

2009-12-08T21:34:00.003+08:00

asked my uncle to drive us to Taman Anggrek for our manicure appointment just now.
driver did not come today.
spent long two hours at the manicurist. was talking to Edi about many stuffs throughout . haha
observed the people that were doing our nails and so on.
ate Bakmi Gajah Mada after that.
YUMYUM!!~
played some block game with Edi before entering the theater to watch New Moon.
it was quite a good movie after all but too many kissing, too many empty promises. sshhheesssh!!
spent our whole afternoon at Taman Anggrek!
met my parents and brother after the movie ended and had Starbucks together (:
mango passion fruit!!~~~ haa~

feel really tired now. don't know why.
got a flu and have been sleeping in the car.
but still very happy!!!!! DUH!!!! hahaha :D

2009-12-08T10:30:00.000+08:00

good morning!!!!!! (:

BOOMZ!~

2009-12-07T23:24:00.002+08:00

WOO!~
i am in jakarta already!! HEHEES!!
had fun on the plane. haha
i brought my Kensho (teddy bear) along to the plane and made a small girl smiled
THE KIDS LOVE ME!!~
Edi and i went through FHW on the plane too. we were very bored okayy!

we went to eat lunch after we landed. we ate lor mee. ha.
went home to put our stuff and went to Taman Anggrek to eat some desserts.
I ate Mango Snowball~~~~~~~~~
after that i visited the doctor
OHHH!~
i ate a lot for dinner! hahaha.
2 bowls of rice!!!
anyway, it feels really really really good to see my parents again and . . . .
CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!! CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, i did not shop today
did not feel like it! haha.
gonna have fun tomorrow (:
going for manicure (so girly right. . . ) and going to watch New Moon with Edi (Y) in the afternoon.

but i am still trying to contact my friends here ):
do not know how to get them.
lost all my contacts. . .

hmm.. wonder how my w446 and strikeforce are doing now...
feel like going with them and spend time over here at the same time. HA!

that's all.
TAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!~
i am having a BLAST!!! BOOMZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

FLYING SOON!~

2009-12-07T11:12:00.003+08:00

at the airport now!!
hahhaa! quite few people came to send us off ((: haha
having my cup of caramel machiato now. LOL
gonna miss w446 and strikeforce a lot!!
HAHHAA!~

okayy! got to go now!!!
byeee singapore!! (:
not going to care about you anymore (except for w446 and strikeforce, the rest can go and do what ever you want)
hahaha! don't do fun stuffs without me ok!!! :D

***

You think that I can't live without your love
You'll see
You think I can't go on another day.
You think I have nothing
Without you by my side
You'll see

and i will flyyyyy!!!~

2009-12-06T21:16:00.002+08:00

hahaha!
today is such a great day :DD
service was good and went out with my family for lunch at Din Tai Fung.
i bought a shoe for school too! hahah. and it is a little green.
for the first time, i took the colour green. actually wanted to buy yellow but it is very expensive so yea.. stayed at the shop for quite awhile.
met Soon Wee at City Hall and go to Paya Lebar and met the others at mac.

MTT was fun. It has been a long time since i played FHW...
we celebrated Ian and YingYing's birthday after that.
Taking in orders while eating the curry. LOL
Quite a few people ask me to buy martabak hor!!!!! 2 boxes somemore!!!!!!
haha!

went home with Soon Wee and Yu Hong after that (:

WOOHOO!!~
i am flying off tomorrow.
i AM going to have fun okayy!!
but really going to miss many stuffs ):
miss all my friends here!!
haha!~ okayy! gotta pack now.
gonna fly fly fly!!!

2009-12-05T21:10:00.002+08:00

LEI zone cell group meeting was great. haha.
went out with w446 to Rochor.
it has been a long time since i went to Rochor.
we went to parklane after that to play L4D2 and for the first time, i played this kind of thing. haha!! first time okayy!!
Queenie taught me how to play and i find it quite okay (:
planning to play again once in awhile. HA!~
Edi, Queenie and i took the cab home and had an awesome talk together.
HAHAH!~~
A B C ??? which one ???

afterall, i spent a lot of time with w446 today especially with my dearest Queenie~~
few more days and i am flying off *cheers*
really trying to get thingssssssssssssssssss done before i fly.
i do not want to think so much about all my work when i am away.
i hope all the work will not haunt me when i am having my break.

tomorrow's going to be an awesome day :D
meeting Daryl and Desmond before going for MTT tomorrow.
LA LA LA LA!

great time!! (:

2009-12-04T23:12:00.003+08:00

WOO!~
have been going out with Edi, Soon Wee and Jason this few days!

***

YESTERDAYYYY!!
went to buy banner stuffs at city hall and plaza sing till quite late with
Soon Wee
we met Jason at city hall to take my new specs and went to fareast for dinner.

***

TODAYTODAY!!
went to do some banner stuff in the morning before meeting the two for lunch at causeway today.
haha.
and the best part......
SHOPPING!!! HAHAHAHAH :P
did not shop much today okay!!
saving it for indo!~~
WOOHOO!~

well, gonna be ready for tomorrow's prayer meeting and cell group meeting!
awhh!
really miss church!!!
really miss my W446!!!
tomorrow's going to be great :D

brighter days!!!!! (:

2009-12-02T19:53:00.002+08:00

I have been talking to my dear Queenie, Jason and Soon Wee lately.
They always know how to make me feel happy!
I'm glad that they came for OPUS IV too!!

OH YA! not to forget one more person that always send me a good morning and a good night message everyday too!
hahah!!
Thanks, Yu Hong!!

WOO!!
Just got back home after shopping with my dad at City Hall!
did not intend to buy so much but in the end i am the one that bought many new stuffs.
HAHAHAHA.

talking to them + shopping with dad = happiness!~

hahaha.

God really answered my prayer, eh!!! (:
i think i am going to survive this already!

and thanks for telling me this the other time! hahaha!!! MY DEARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

"When you can't run. Walk. If you can't walk anymore. Crawl. But when you can't move anymore. I'm there. In prayers and with arms stretched for u :) Keep on believing, keep on moving :)"

when i feel so sad and down, i would try to remember the happy things that happened between me, my family, W446 and strikeforce.
basically all the things that happened after that and i will try to count all the memorable moments.

and you know what??
i will always lose count (:

2009-12-02T12:31:00.002+08:00

went out with my family yesterday.
was quite happy though.
i am happy that i am with my dad. really really happy (:
but the thoughts that remind me about my work, work and work that are needed to be done before new year really pull me down.

i do not think that i am having a holiday now.
holiday is supposed to be a happy moment but now, i am falling sick physically and mentally during Christmas holiday.

really want to give up on all these stuffs. really want to give the responsibilities to someone else.
can somebody help us?
okay. let me rephrase that.
can somebody help us wholeheartedly?

sigh..
God, give me the strength to go through all these.

give me a break

2009-12-01T14:52:00.004+08:00

just came back from camp.
kept reminding myself not to give up every single day.
tried my very best even though it seems that it did not satisfy other people, still.

OPUS IV was great.
had fun and was really enjoying myself especially for September.
really practiced a lot on the dancing.
on stage, i felt really glad to see the people that i love so so so so much.
my dad was there :D my W446 was there, my strikeforce was there.
surprise to see them, relieved to see them and proud to have them as supporters on the big day.
i have got flowers and chocolates and really smile a lot.
after concert, i was helping out my beloved percussion to move instruments to lorry.
we laughed a lot and it felt really good.
it has been a long time since i laughed my ass off with them.
had a heart-to-heart talk with my section too (:
unfortunately, this is the only memorable thing that i remember right now.
but it is enough actually. to have such loving people by my side, it is always enough.

sadly, the happiness that i felt after the concert just stopped.
at that point of time, i really had a hard time to pull myself together and a hard time to smile even though i do not even feel like it.

sigh.

2009-10-16T17:16:00.003+08:00

WOOO!!!
when i opened my eyes in the morning, i felt so happyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
hahaha! because it was 9 30 AM and i did not need to go to school!!
mwahahahahahaha!!

but feel quite bored at home. .
do nothing. . . but i am also too lazy to go out!
i can't wait to go back to jakarta
i miss my family, my friends, my car. . . .
can't imagine the shopping. . the food. . .
THE FOOD!!!! WOO!!
hahahaha! i am going to EAT when i am back! haha
NOPE!! i am not scared of getting fat!
MUAHAHAHAHA!!

anyway!
today is friday! :D
going for cell group meeting! hehees!!
miss my dearest W446!
exams can't stop us anymore!! WEE!~

oh!! i am getting a new phone!! hahaha (:
i hope i can buy it as soon as possible
HTC hero. .
i need my hero!!!!

i just remembered something. . .
the sec 3s still have 2 weeks of extra lessons on november to prepare us for O level
but no worries!!!
i am going for Outward Bound for one week so i am going to have fun while others stay in class and do work and homework!! HAHAHAHA!
i hope i will not miss anything much when i am away though . .
but as long as i have fun can already, rightttttttt??????
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!

exam ended!!!

2009-10-15T20:49:00.002+08:00

exam ended already!!
muahahaha!
well, i feel really good!
finally i have nothing to do after dinner!!
feel so free!
overall, i feel that i have done my best but really worried for my amaths and physics ):
but i will not feel really disappointed if i fail ok!!

felt really sick after bio paper today!
bad headache!! so i took a long nap after i ate my lunch ((:

now that exam ended, i have OPUS VI!! finally!!
i have been waiting for this man!!
hahaha! i invited quite many people already! especially strikeforce people!! hahah
i hope those people that i have invited will come! haha.
practice resumes next monday man!! feeling quite excited though!
i miss the sight of mr lim and ms loh!! HAHAHA

man!! i feel so bored now!!
but do NOT ask me to study okayy!!!

OHHHHHHH!!!
i am going back to indonesia!! weee!!!!
hahaha !! really can't wait to see my family and friends again!! hahaha

WWWAAAA!!!!!

2009-10-06T09:09:00.003+08:00

AAAHHHHH!!!
so bored. having english lesson now. hahah
but unfortunately can't open msn or facebook.

i did my geography notes till around 1 am.
so i am super tired today
OH OH!
i talked to my dad about my new phone in the early morning too! (WAAAHAHAAAHAH)
they are a really good parents kay! feel so lucky to have them!
haha. yesterday after school went to mac with daryl, yonghao and desmond for revision and did some revision with soon wee and edi after that!
i have been spending time with soon wee and edi nowadays.
really enjoyed my time. haha. we talked a lot man!
haha!
actually many people is helping me in my studies right now
i received some helpful physics notes from tiff! THANKS TIFF!!
however, i still feel that i am lacking behind other people in my class.. especially the girls.
but as long as i know i am doing my best now, it does not matter right?
HAHAH!

ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!
i am going for STOMP concert today! hahah!
YAYY!
feel very excited for it (:

even though there are so many things to do... so many things to think about... many chapters to study on, it is okay as long as there also many things to keep me strong and make me happy!!

exam!!!!

2009-09-30T16:51:00.002+08:00

ha! exam is coming le!
and i have prepared myself quite well, i guess..
hahaha (: really depending on Him and of course i am going to work hard this time!
GO ME!! hahaha

F1

2009-09-29T16:25:00.002+08:00

hahaha!
F1 was fun and tiring!!
i have got bruises everywhere ):
it is very disgusting but it was awesome too okay!!
it proved that i really did my best on those three days!

the first day outside the NDP place was great
the ang mohs were crazy but they made it fun
hahaha!
we ate at hong kong cafe after that with boon etc too!! ((:

the second day was fine..........

the third day was tiring
hahaha!!!

it is saturday!!!

2009-09-12T10:36:00.003+08:00

yesterday was AWWWEESSSSOOMMEEE!!!
hahaha :P
we watched G-FORCE and went to eat chicken rice after that!
i actually wanted to buy a cap for sunday performance but all the nice ones are all very expensive so i did not buy it :/
but nevermind!!
HAHAA! ~

guess what!!!!??!!!?!?!!??!?!
i am at home!!!
what a good day!
finally i can spend my time at home!! WOO!~
i am totally FREE! YEAH!!!
hahaha!
going to nai nai house later for dinner (:
hahaha!

what should i do today ah........
hmm hmm. . . . .

happy holiday to me!!!!! :D

2009-09-11T11:17:00.002+08:00

YAY!!
happy holiday for me :P
hahaha!!!!
today is my FIRST day of MY holiday
AEM was really fun
liting, melody, joanne and i made many "good" products!

well, many things happened too of course
the first four day of "school holiday" have been a tough one for me
but i am okay with it of course! just a lil tired that is all (:

F1 practices were fun!
we played RIP (or REAP or RIM, i don't know. . .) sequence until the end
and played flightphesy, hot summer and standard beat too!
HAHA
my hand and shoulder is aching but i am getting used of all these all right!
F1 will be another big thing for me too :P
it is going to be fun all right! HA
i just hope that i will not fall sick after all the late practices
and thank goodness band will end next week if not the practices would clash and i will be rushing from west to east everyday!!

anyway!!! this Sunday is the ZONE OUTREACH and MTT!!!! YAY!!!
and VERENA, EDI AND I ARE GOING TO PLAY SNARE FOR FLIGHTPHESY!!!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!!!!
you don't know how happy am i!!!
hahaha!!!
well, we struggled a lil but we will do our best all right!!!
OH OH!! we are playing with neo and some others too!!! YIPEE!!!
and MTT is going to be really AWESOME!!!

let's talk about today! haha
i just did my e-learning homework!!!
hahaha! ALL OF THEM OKAY!!!
and at 3 PM I will have CELL GROUP MEETING!!!!!!!
hahahaha!

and after cell group we will go to Bugis and watch G FORCE TOGETHER !!!!
hahaha!

OH!!
guess what i bought!!!

BOY MEETS GIRL
yup!! another book by Joshua Harris! hees!
i bought it last Sunday
i have read it halfway (:
it is a nice book of course!
hahaha!

this "school holiday" reminded me of something. .
it goes like this

Berakit-rakit ke hulu,
berenang-renang ke tepian...
Bersakit-sakit dahulu,
BERSENANG-SENANG KEMUDIAN!!!!

haha~~

***

I thank God for reminding me this

Bless your enemies; no cursing under your breath. Laugh with your happy friends when they're happy; share tears when they're down. Get along with each other; don't be stuck-up. Make friends with nobodies; don't be the great somebody.

Don't hit back; discover beauty in everyone. If you've got it in you, get along with everybody. Don't insist on getting even; that's not for you to do. "I'll do the judging," says God. "I'll take care of it."

-Romans 12 : 14-19

i will not say anything anymore (:

my dad, mom and brother

2009-09-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

hahaha! i had a chat with my mom and brother yesterday!
so glad to hear their voices
i chat with my mom about some stuff and I AM PROUD TO TELL HER THAT I AM SINGLE NOW OKAY
and i am happy right now! more than ever!!!!!!
hahaha

and my brother!!!!
when i asked him how tall is he.... i was quite shocked because. . .
3 more cm more and i will be the little sister okay!
i admit that i am short all right! but i am going to grow taller somehow!
I BELIEVE even though i did not grow a cm last year (sigh!) but . . .
I WILL BE TALLER BY THIS YEAR OK
but this does not mean i want my brother to be short la
i encourage him to grow taller OF COURSE!
he must be tall, handsome and muscular guy!
HAHAHA!~ whoever wants to be his girlfriend must talk to me FIRST!
LOL!

well, i did not talk to my dad but i know he still wants the F1 cap
HAHAHA!~
i will sure buy for him all right
HA!~

i love my family all right!
they are the best family that you can ever get!
HEHEES!~

resultresult. . . .

2009-09-04T17:40:00.002+08:00

my result is good!
but not super good like . . . you know who . . . but i know i have done my best kay!
HAHAH :D
i have got C5 for english and B3 for malay ( very sad kayy! ) but i am very satisfied with the rest (:
and next time, i know where to improve on my grades already!
YAY!~
hahaha
i am going to do better for end of year all right!
HAHA (:
must pray for me hor!

band was fine too!
practised awhile for sectionals and blah blah . . . . (:

anyway!
i am going to harborlight again tomorrow! :D
meeting my TALLER twin brother tomorrow after AEM for lunch! HAHAHHAA
the bad news is that this might be the last time i will be able to go ):
however, i will go for their special events! hahaha
it is a very intersting church all right!
but i must be faithful to my beloved church so yeaa!
:D

okay!
GOING FOR CELL GROUP NOW!!
YAY! HIP HIP HOORAYYYYYYY!!!! :D
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!!!

i'm back!

2009-09-02T16:51:00.002+08:00

heyya!!
i'm back! HEHEES!
i am feeling so happy every single day all right!

Wacky War Extreme at Harbor Light (Daryl and Desmond's church) was great!
made quite a few friends
hmm.. planning to go their youth service this Saturday if possible (:

haha! WWE was fun!
we played at the East Coast and ran a lot!
haha!

i am the most left over there!!!! just beside Desmond

this is my group! ALUMINIUM FOIL! yeah yeah! (:
left to right:
in white is Amos, Jeremy, Glenda, Desmond, ME, Wei Ting
and in orange is DARYL CHEE who invited me for this event :D
the boy in red is Jeremiah (:

hahaha! that Glenda (left), Wei Ting (top) and ME (right)
and if you are wondering who is that person inside the box,
it is DESMOND!!!! HAHAHAHHAA :D
he is my big brother, rrrrrrriiiiiiiiiggggghhhhhhhhhhtttttttt....? :P

after the event, we went to eat BK and took cab home
HAHA! it was a fun day afterall~

anyway, i bought this book titled I Kissed Dating Goodbye by Joshua Harris on last Sunday
haha!

once i saw this, i straight away bought it
my dad recommended this book last time and i have been trying to find this book since THAT happened and FINALLY i found it!
HAHAH!~
i have read three quarter of the book and it is really an awesome book all right!
it thought me many things that i have not been realising as a young adults

i am so going to buy Boy Meets Girl (:
hahaha!
i am going to re-read I Kissed Dating Goodbye too as i found myself reading it too fast
(this is the first time i read a book like a real nerd. i mean. . .
I LOVE THIS BOOK so i just read it whenever i feel bored or something)
so yea! i am going to re-read and understand it more deeply (:
YAY!~

joy

2009-08-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

"My sense of joy, satisfaction, and fulfillment in life increases,
no matter what the circumstances,
if i am in the center of God's will"

thanksthanks

2009-08-26T18:24:00.000+08:00

HAHA!~
Sunday was fun!
once again, edi and i have got a ride from Alvin and Yu Hong
HA!~ we ate at Central after church and went for the blood donation at Riverwalk after that (:

it was fun to see Shawn, Ian and Jason doing limbo!!!
hahaaaha
thank you for the mango chocolate, kakak!
and another thank you to Bandel for talking to me too!

OH!
i made a bracelet for myself too!
it is nice okayy!

HA!~

i am going to be the MC with Desmond on Teachers' Day
hahaha!
it is going to be good, i guess....

oh.
i went for AEM yesterday :D
it is very interesting to know everything about our skin especially when i am a girl!
can't wait for our next session though! (:

oh well....
chemistry test tomorrow :/
byee

F1 and NDP

2009-08-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

i can't wait for F1 :)
i can't wait for another adventure with Strikeforce!
HAHA!~

all the performances i had with them~~
really memorable! haha!

well..
going to do some drawing and doodling now!
oh! i just remembered i have got something to make for someone!
HAHA! (:

heyhey!!~
found some pictures on the last day again!!
HAHA!~

isn't the costume nice??!!!
aww.....
HAHAH! i miss that costume!! :(

glorianne, jason, john and jes!!! HAHA!~ cute right!!!

PLUS BEN!!!

ABU!!! hahaha! look at me! i looked happy, did not i? (:

haa!~
memories! (:

withheartandvoice

2009-08-22T14:59:00.001+08:00

wee!~
just came back from band (:
it was fun after all
played dodge ball with the whole band
ha! so happy to see my juniors playing and smiling just now :D

with heart and voice is so heart :/
but i am trying my best all right!
HAHA!
i am going to sort out my part after this (:
must make sure i do it properly
haha!
GO ME!! i can do this all right!!

anyways, going to Daryl and Desmond's games event at their church next Saturday
i am going to rush after band as it starts at 3
going with Desmond to Parkway Parade for the event!

i just listed down my schedule for next week and i just realized that i need some break
there are so many things coming up!!
but i will always remember this:

"Whatever I have, wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am"
Phillipians 4:13

kayy! let's talk about the HAPPY NEWS NOW!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!
i have got an A for all three sciences and Amaths!! HEES!
even tough i am not the first in class, i know i did my best okayy!!! (:
i am so proud of myself!! HA!~
glad that actually many people prayed for me too!!!

YAYY!!~
tomorrow have MTT anddddddddd we are going to take a group photo together!!!~~
long time did not see strikeforce people already!!
but i am meeting them tomorrow ANYWAYYYYSSS~~~
WWOOOOHOOO

actually want to donate blood with them also but i am too young!!! ):
but it is okay!!
i'm going to wait!
HA!

***

yesterday combined cell group meeting really touched me
i will always remember that verse from now!!

"So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don't fall!
No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it"
- 1 Corinthians 10 : 12-13

i love what Sheryl told us (:
i just realized that everybody will go through difficult times like me
and i am really going to wait for my mr.right to come okayy!

i shall not look around anymore
i just want to be happy and be content with whatever my circumstances!
just want to concentrate in God and my studies
i want to live life to the fullest with God and the people around me (:
my family,
my strikeforce,
my W446,
my classmates,
my band,
everything!

and most importantly,
i want to learn from my past mistake and never come back to the old me.

2009-08-21T17:48:00.001+08:00

i feel so _________ today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-08-19T15:55:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VERENA NATASHA SCHONENBERGER CHEW WEI EN AND KAKAK JACOBBY!!! :D
i love you both!!! i really do!!
HAHAHA!~

***

YYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
TOMORROW IS THE LAST PAPER AND I'M FREE FROM ALL THE COMMON TESTS!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Amaths just now was okayyyy...
hees!!!
but at least i know i did my best!!!
i really studied (:

i'm going to do my best with my Emaths too okay!!
i'm a free girl and after tomorrow I'LL BE A MORE FREE GIRL!!!
hahaha!

thank you to my dear parents, my loving W446, Jason and other people that are constantly wishing me good luck and pray for me!!!
HAHA!~
i feel so loved!! HA!~

anyway!!!
MY PARENTS ALLOW ME TO GO FOR STOMP!!
YAYY!!!
they are going to help me pay a little!
i'm still going to save okay!! haha!!
so happy!!!~~~
LA LA LA LA LA!!!
eh eh!!
it's you not me okay!!!!! :P

STOMP!~

2009-08-18T15:32:00.001+08:00

haha!!!
school was fun :P
HAHA!~

i did not pay much attention during maths class
i was doodling stuffs intead!
HAHA!~

well, i want to go for stomp with strikeforce! ):
i am going to ask my parents about it because it costs $120+
haha!!!
but i hope it will not clash with my end of year examination!!
I MUST GO!!!!!
i will save!!!
i have 1 month plus to save!
HEHEES!
go me!~~

HA!
well, i'm going to study for my amaths now :S
actually i want to go out with Jason, Jacob, etc but I MUST STUDY!!!!! (:
i must be responsible! :D

okay!
wish me luck! :D

the surprise!

2009-08-17T18:49:00.001+08:00

here's the balloon that strikeforce gave me!
HAHAHAHA!

LOVES!!

and remember the other time when i wrote that i started to draw again?
hahaha!
well, here it is (:

not bad, right? ):
HEES :D

i hope that i can really go LASALLE :D
GO ME!~

feel so happy!

2009-08-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

i'm the one that has really moved on (:
and i thank God for that!

thanks Jason, Edi, Jon and Jiong Hong for talking to me today!
hahahahahahaha!
make me feel so happy about my life!

all the advices that they gave me is not bullshit okayy!!!!

2009-08-17T12:27:00.002+08:00

hahaha!
i'm in social studies class now (:

and i have scored for my chemistry common test!
YAY YAY!~
thanks for the support yea!!!
thanks for the prayers and everything

well,
many people have tried to help me to get out of my troubles and i really glad to have them
at least they protect me and make me happy (:
i'm happy with the way i am now
strikeforce and W446! :D

yesterday and today

2009-08-16T21:44:00.001+08:00

yesterday.........
i don't really want to talk about it actually
but well, the performance was good TO ME! yes, TO ME!
i was really shocked when i saw Yu Hong
hahaha!
it was really a kind of him to come down and watch our performance

but all in all, i feel that i should have gone for Sonofa performance yesterday

sigh!
all i want to say is
i hate it when someone yell at me.......
really don't like it...

***

LET'S MOVE ON!!!
SO MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE BETTER THAN yesterday
today was fun! :D
after the service, we went to eat at Bugis and watched a magic performance for free!
HAHAHA!
he was really good all right (:
we took a neoprint together too!! HAHAHA!
it was really fun spending time with my dearest W446

i love W446++!!

Marwin was really good at decorating!!
ha :D
all the decorations were done by him
i helped a little!

after that, we went for mtt!!!! *cheers*
we played chapter 3 and 5 once again at speaker's corner :P
we were air-drumming! it was really fun and funny, somehow!
we laughed a lot!!!

they also had a surprise for us!! WEE!~
they gave me a balloon with my name on it!

they wrote "NDP '09 Jessica with love, strikeforce"
they are soooo sweet!
HA :)
we played with the helium and all our voice turned really funny
HAHHAHAHAHAHA!~

we ate dinner at shokudo after that!
it was really good
thank you, boon (:

we had a safe trip back home with Yu Hong and Alvin too (:

well!
it is really a fun day!! :D
really enjoyed myself with my dearest people!

:S
i have physics test tomorrow.........
sigh!

but i really thank God for all the fun and joy that i received from W446 and Strikeforce today!
they are the nicest people in here, Singapore
haha!
they make feel like home (:
all the craziness!
HAHA!

happy me!!

i wish i could help

2009-08-15T11:05:00.001+08:00

if God says no, it means no
if it is right, it is possible to let everything goes like how you want it
but it is not
yes, you must trust in God
but if God approves this, will He let you be in so much trouble now?
will He let everybody go against your 'perfect and sweet' life?

we are here to help you
but you always want things to go your way
you do not even want to share with us that's why we don't know what is going on with you

you keep saying everything is fine
but we, as you friends and family care about you!
we will not go against you for no reason

i have gone through this before and i know how it feels
but i listened and let go of it

think about it
do not land yourself in the same old problem again

can't you just open your heart?

162 hours

2009-08-14T17:49:00.001+08:00

HAHA!
i've just got the letter for my involvement in NDP yesterday
i've completed 162 hours out of 179 hours! :D
YYAYY!~
hours of joy and laughter with my beloved NDP Villains!
sadly, there's no more NDP ! ):
but it's okay!!!

biology test just now was good (:
i did all the questions! HEES!~
can't wait to get the paper back!
i really worked hard for it
hours of studying kayy. . .
thank you for praying for me!

anyway!
REGENT WIND SYMPHONY will be playing at Yew Tee Point tomorrow!
do come and watch us kay!
HAHA! (:
i just came back from practice
it was really fun (like finally. . . )!
my junior Ridhuan has been keeping my section entertained!
he can dance and really remind me of Riduan!
HAHAHA! :P
i just can't forget anything about NDP all right!
i'm still singing the songs everyday :P

OH WELL!!
this is the best part!
THERE'S CELL GROUP MEETING TODAY!!!!
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
i can't wait to go and have fun with them
unfortunately, my dearest sister, Queenie will not be coming! ):
i'll miss you QUEENIE!!!

kayy!
need to go now (:
HHHHAAAA~~

i'll never be the same

2009-08-12T18:44:00.001+08:00

here's some picture that we took last sunday!!!

here we were, at the container! place where we put our drums (:

the milotruck!!! look at me! i'm carrying the mini bass drum! HAHAHA

yumyum!! everbody received a box of chocolate from Uri! heart shape kayy! HAHA! the chocolates tastes good! dark chocolate! my favourite!

alan, me, RIDUAN and ben!!

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!

strikeforce and the trainers! HEES!!! *shout! shout! let it all out!!*

WA!~

WEEE!!!~~~

BOON AND US!!!!! YAY!~ YAY!~
ONE BAND!~ ONE SOUND!~

***

nice, right?!!!
hahaha!
memories!!~~~~
it will never fade, yea!~ ;D

hahaha!
i found myself smiling more and more often when i'm with strikeforce (:
really happy to be around them..
they don't isolate me or anything
i'll become who i hang around with
if they're bad, i'll become bad
if they're angelic and bright, i'll become angelic and bright too!
HAHAH!

i still remember the other time God talked to me...
He said,
"Beloved,
I have a path for your life. Follow my path, and i will never leave your side
- Your heavenly Father"
hahah.
i think i posted this before but this really mean a lot to me and my life now
HAHAH

i feel that i'm in His path now
i just hope i will not get off the track anymore

i'll never be the same (:

as for now...

2009-08-12T16:07:00.001+08:00

Now that i'm single (YAYY!~),
i often think, "when will i be ready for ANOTHER one?".
it's stupid, i know.
but as i think of it all over and over and over and OVER AGAIN...

I realized that my true love will eventually come,
it is just that i shouldn't rush events.

"Be happy, young man, while you are young, and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth.
Follow the ways of your heart and whatever your eyes see, but know that for all these things God will bring you to judgment.
So then, banish anxiety from your heart and cast off the troubles of your body, for youth and vigor are meaningless"
Ecclesiastes 11:9-10

nice, right? haha!
i've grown up already okayy!
thanks to THEM!!!

at this point of time, i should be having a time of carefree joy
RIGHT?! :D
HAHA!~~

i feel good!~~

but still.....
my chem test!!!!!!!! ):

12august

2009-08-12T15:41:00.008+08:00

school was fine and a little bit boring but it does not matter anyway!
it is only school. .
used to the boredom! SIGH!
and chemistry test just now was QUITE OKAYY

ANYWAY!
i drew some stuffs today!
hahaha!
for the first time in a long time, i am drawing again!!
HA! (:
i am really serious about going to LASALLE okay!
like what Pastor Tan said, "to be where you want to be, you must start from now!"
ha!

OH!
TODAY IS RIDUAN'S BIRTHDAY!!!
YAYY!~ happy birthday, kakak!~
wish you all the best! :P
HEHHEEES!~

well, next test is biology on friday!
GO ME!!! (:

i have the ability! (:

2009-08-11T18:04:00.004+08:00

YAY!
edi and i just had conversation with Kenneth (:
i feel really encourage!
THANKS KENNETH!
i will find a way to meet you okay!
really looking forward to it ;D
WEE!~
my dream is becoming more possible!
WAIT! WRONG!!
IT IS POSSIBLE!!!
HA

Daddy Jesus,
i want to go LASALLE (Interior Design) (:
please guide my way. i believe in You!
i do not want to give up.
if Kenneth could do it...
SO CAN I!! (:
as for now, give me the power to score for my english, malay, triple science, double maths and combine humanities.
it is hard, i know.
but, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IN YOU!
i know i can do it!
in the name of Jesus, i pray.
Amen! (:

GO ME!! haha!
must support me kayy!
YAY!!
i know you always do! HA!

***

i supposed to study, i know. . .
SORRY!!

i like the way you move!~

2009-08-11T16:26:00.003+08:00

WA~~
i still miss NDP so much ):

*SHOUT!!! SHOUT!!! LET IT ALL OUT!!!!!! THESE ARE THE THINGS YOU CAN DO WITHOUT!
C'MON! I'M TALKING TO YOUUUUU! C'MONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!*

*the girls AH AH AH!! the boys AH AH AH!! THE GIRLS THE BOYS THE BOYS THE GIRLS!~~~
THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS
I LIKE THE WAYYY YOU MOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE!!*

*there's a jewel on the ocean...*
hahaha (:

AAAWWWW!!! ):
i hope i will still be able to keep in touch with Abu, Matt, RidUan, Zai, Nizar and Khairul!!!
i miss them!!! HAHA!
HAHA! i hope we will be able to play with them some other time (:
HEES!

but yea..
i need to move on and go back to my homework D:
BBOOOO!!!!!
i am going to have my chemistry common test tomorrow!
i am really working hard okayy!

AND!
i will not forget that SOMEONE still owe me OTAH for getting an A for bio test!
GIVE ME MY OTAH!!!!
HAHAH :P
but it does not matter actually!
I HAVE MY A!!!
which is enough to make me super happyy!~
WEEE!~~

okayy!!~
need to go back to my LOVELY homework and notes now ;D
haha!

I'm all right!!! I'm all right! :D

***

he will be brave and will not run away!!! :D

the last day

2009-08-10T20:21:00.003+08:00

chapter 3!!!
i played at the podium with no worries!
i really enjoyed it!
i could hear the IEM clearly and my sticks did not drop this time ALL RIGHT!!!
HAHAHA :D
i smiled all the wayyyyy!!!
there was a cute little boy that hi-5 with me too :D
but. . .
i was so happy that i forgot how to go back to the staircase!
OOPS!
I WAS SO EMBARRASSED! i asked one of the audience and he laughed at me after that -..-

chapter 5 was great!
i had lots of fun on stage!
the feeling was good and i did my best!
i twirled, jumped and moved like never before! (:
we took picture with Electrico too!

the finale was AWESOME!!!
we took many many many MANY pictures together!
we were so crazy that we did not even bother to follow the green light!
HAHA :P
we went around the stage and went crazy!
everybody was so higggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~

on the way back...
someone tied a heart balloon to my paper bag!
AWW :P so sweet of him/her! but too bad...
i hit it and it flew.......
sorry!!!
but THANKS! (:

we ate Popeye together after that!
i did not eat though. just ate a cup of milo and fries (:
had a ride from darryl too!
THANKS!

all in all, i appreciate and will never EVER forget the memories from all the practices that we had!
from the ang moi kwee camp, kranji camp and till all the previews!
all the laughter, smiles and joy!!! HAHAHA :D
the memories just made me love strikeforce more and MORE!!!
HAHAH!

for all the NDP people, thank you for EVERYTHING!
you made me move on!
i really love you! (:
you made me smile really REALLY WIDE!~

hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm........
next performance...........
F1 ~~~~
YAYY!~

TODAY IS THE BIG DAY !!!

2009-08-09T09:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, EVERYONE!!!!
don't forget to watch me on tv, yea! :P
HAHAHAHA!!!!

CLICK HERE!

open the link if you're lazy to switch on the tv! ;D
the show starts at 6.15 PM (SG) and 5.15 sore (WIB)
HEES!

I'M READY!!! WOOHOO!!!

2 MORE DAYS (:

2009-08-07T13:02:00.002+08:00

last week's practice was AWESOME!
haha :D i didn't drop my sticks!~~~
here's some pictures that we took on that day!
i found two of them... HAHA!
(it's super large, i know)

neo and I :D

BANDEL YEA!!

***

hahah! well, national day is coming in 2 days time! (:
i'm really excited for it!
school has been great and fun though
still having some problem with my science :S

BUT IT'S OKAY!
i'm happy so it doesn't really matter :D
BUT I STILL CARE ABOUT EVERYTHING KAYY!
hahaha!

I'm going to meet my dearest PERCUSSION SECTION and W446 later! YAYY!~

***

"love one another or perish" (:

i'm never alone! (:

2009-07-31T17:37:00.002+08:00

" No life is a waste. The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking that we are alone" (:

Strikeforce @ NDP 09 Featurette (:

2009-07-31T17:28:00.001+08:00

HEYHEY!!! check this out! hahaha!

we took this video last saturday! HAH!

well, there were some stuffs happening recently but...
EVERY PROBLEM HAS A SOLUTION (:
HAHA! so, i don't really think about it anymore!

THANK YOU DAD!
I'M STILL AS BRIGHT AS ALWAYS! :D

laughtersmile

2009-07-22T16:25:00.004+08:00

"The most wasted of all days is one without laughter and smile"

that's what i learnt today! HAHA! so smile and laugh and BE BRIGHT OKAY!! ;D

STRIKEforce! (:

2009-07-22T16:16:00.004+08:00

God, thank you for sending these people to me (: they're such a blessing

industrialdrummers and thelovepoetry!! haha (:

2009-07-22T14:50:00.001+08:00

yesterday!

Special thanks to Khairul, Nizar, Abu and Elisa for helping me to do the love poetry in malay! hahahaha!! here it is..

"CINTA"

Cinta...
Ikhlas dari hati
Namun aku kurang pasti
Tiap kali aku memikirkan
Apakah itu cinta??

Cinta ???
Indah atau sebaliknya ?
Naluriku selalu bertanya
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Adakah aku memahaminya

Cerita yang indah
Itukah makna cinta ?
Namamu terukir di hatiku
Tapi hatimu milik yang lain
Apakah arti cinta ini ?

Cerita ini bukan sekedar mimpi
Itulah yang ingin kuyakini
Namun apa daya hatiku
Tidak tertahan menanggung rindu
Akhir cerita kita tibalah sudah

-THE END-

haha! it's nice isn't it?
Without them, i would not be able to pass the poetry on time to the teacher

HAHA! i talked to Jacob on the train too! talked about my future....
JC/Poly?
Interior design/Architechture?
and so on...

hehees!
I MANAGED TO FINISH MY HOMEWORK TOO!!
hahaha! i'm so proud of myself this MORNING (2 AM)

about TODAY~
i ended early today FOR THE FIRST TIME in my sec three year, i left the school at 1 50 PM! HAHA!!
i thought i was going to end late today because of SPA but it was CANCELLED!!!
HAHAHAHA!!

what a happy day! (:

YAYY!~

2009-07-19T20:40:00.007+08:00

yesterday was fun!
hahaha (:

i dropped my drumsticks during the rehearsal and the preview
so disappointing! ):
don't understand why...
i've got more bruises too!
but it is fine! HA!
i'm happy so it doesn't matter!
and i had lots of fun with my dear strikeforce too!
HEHEES :D

Elisa and i went for interview too! :D
the interview was by Suria so Elisa and I were trying so hard to talk in Malay
HAHAHA! that was the first time i talked in Malay Languange for so long
and i surprised that i actually could talk in Malay quite fluently in the end :P
HA!~
well, the interview went well in the end for Elisa and I because we're indonesian gitu lho!~
hahah!

the industrial part was quite good though :D
it was only that the power points at my side were not working ...
and we took a few pictures together with Matt, Zai, Nizar and Abu before we performed too!~
i took a picture with Ridhuan and them before that actually :D
HA! they're all so cool and funny!

these are the photos!~~
thank you for the photographer that sent me these photos (:

by the way, Ridhuan, Verena, Ian, Jason, Red and the others were not here also ):

moving on, it was good that it didn't rain during the finale too (:
after that, it went quite well! (:

about TODAY~
woke up early just to meet my dear sister, Queenie!
HAHA :D
we went to church together!
the service was great as usual! :DD

after church, my LOVELIEST cell group and i went to Kallang to eat Prawn Mee!
haha! thank you to Jon for peeling my prawn :P
oh! it was great!

MTT!~~~~~~
HAHA :D
everything went good! (:

AHHH!~~~
WHAT A BRIGHT DAY!
HA (:

LOVELOVELOVE!

2009-07-17T16:55:00.006+08:00

After all that happened,
I prayed and asked God
What's love?
How do i know that the people around me really love me or not?
How am i going to make them like me for the way i am?

I checked the dictionary and love means:
"An intense feeling of affection. A deep romantic or sexual attachment to someone. A great interest and pleasure in something"

I flipped through the Study Bible and I came across this
"What makes a good friend?
Loyalty, honesty, listening, caring, looking out for his/her interest,
being happy for his/her success, overlooking faults,
being encouraging."

and another page.....
"Be sincere. Honor others above yourself.
Be joyful and patient. Share. Be hospitable.
Others may be inconsistent with you,
but you can be consistent in how you treat your friends
and that pleases God."

and i realized that i just need to be consistent, right!
question ANSWERED!
(:

angels!

2009-07-17T14:11:00.001+08:00

YAY!
i've no homework today! :P
i've done it in class as Ms.Chew didn't come for chemistry class today!
HEES!~

i'm so happy!~

oh well..
when i was about to go home....
i saw someone that i didn't want to see but...
thank you Jason and Jonathan for comforting me! (:
they helped me always!
HA! :D

it's so good to have them and some other people (Queenie, Edeline, Verena, Jacob, etc) by my side!
really thank God for sending these angels to comfort me and make me happy! (:

i feel so loved by these angels!! (:

HOMEWORK!!

2009-07-16T16:02:00.002+08:00

so many homework ):
but i must do it, yea! :D
GO ME!!!
i feel so tired......
but i'm happy!! HAPPY HAPPY!!
so it doesn't matter!~

oh well..
going to do somework after this!

hmm..
can't wait for saturday for practice!
HEES!~ :D