when you're happy, smile!
when you're sad, smile!
when you're angry, also smile!!
just smile!
seriously, it helps!
(:
edi
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joy
26.8.09
"My sense of joy, satisfaction, and fulfillment in life increases,
no matter what the circumstances,
if i am in the center of God's will"
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thanksthanks
HAHA!~
Sunday was fun!
once again, edi and i have got a ride from Alvin and Yu Hong
HA!~ we ate at Central after church and went for the blood donation at Riverwalk after that (:
it was fun to see Shawn, Ian and Jason doing limbo!!!
hahaaaha
thank you for the mango chocolate, kakak!
and another thank you to Bandel for talking to me too!
OH!
i made a bracelet for myself too!
it is nice okayy!
HA!~
i am going to be the MC with Desmond on Teachers' Day
hahaha!
it is going to be good, i guess....
oh.
i went for AEM yesterday :D
it is very interesting to know everything about our skin especially when i am a girl!
can't wait for our next session though! (:
oh well....
chemistry test tomorrow :/
byee
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withheartandvoice
wee!~
just came back from band (:
it was fun after all
played dodge ball with the whole band
ha! so happy to see my juniors playing and smiling just now :D
with heart and voice is so heart :/
but i am trying my best all right!
HAHA!
i am going to sort out my part after this (:
must make sure i do it properly
haha!
GO ME!! i can do this all right!!
anyways, going to Daryl and Desmond's games event at their church next Saturday
i am going to rush after band as it starts at 3
going with Desmond to Parkway Parade for the event!
i just listed down my schedule for next week and i just realized that i need some break
there are so many things coming up!!
but i will always remember this:
"Whatever I have, wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am"
Phillipians 4:13
kayy! let's talk about the HAPPY NEWS NOW!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!
i have got an A for all three sciences and Amaths!! HEES!
even tough i am not the first in class, i know i did my best okayy!!! (:
i am so proud of myself!! HA!~
glad that actually many people prayed for me too!!!
YAYY!!~
tomorrow have MTT anddddddddd we are going to take a group photo together!!!~~
long time did not see strikeforce people already!!
but i am meeting them tomorrow ANYWAYYYYSSS~~~
WWOOOOHOOO
actually want to donate blood with them also but i am too young!!! ):
but it is okay!!
i'm going to wait!
HA!
***
yesterday combined cell group meeting really touched me
i will always remember that verse from now!!
"So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don't fall!
No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it"
- 1 Corinthians 10 : 12-13
i love what Sheryl told us (:
i just realized that everybody will go through difficult times like me
and i am really going to wait for my mr.right to come okayy!
i shall not look around anymore
i just want to be happy and be content with whatever my circumstances!
just want to concentrate in God and my studies
i want to live life to the fullest with God and the people around me (:
my family,
my strikeforce,
my W446,
my classmates,
my band,
everything!
and most importantly,
i want to learn from my past mistake and never come back to the old me.
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21.8.09
i feel so _________ today.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
19.8.09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VERENA NATASHA SCHONENBERGER CHEW WEI EN AND KAKAK JACOBBY!!! :D
i love you both!!! i really do!!
HAHAHA!~
***
YYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
TOMORROW IS THE LAST PAPER AND I'M FREE FROM ALL THE COMMON TESTS!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Amaths just now was okayyyy...
hees!!!
but at least i know i did my best!!!
i really studied (:
i'm going to do my best with my Emaths too okay!!
i'm a free girl and after tomorrow I'LL BE A MORE FREE GIRL!!!
hahaha!
thank you to my dear parents, my loving W446, Jason and other people that are constantly wishing me good luck and pray for me!!!
HAHA!~
i feel so loved!! HA!~
anyway!!!
MY PARENTS ALLOW ME TO GO FOR STOMP!!
YAYY!!!
they are going to help me pay a little!
i'm still going to save okay!! haha!!
so happy!!!~~~
LA LA LA LA LA!!!
eh eh!!
it's you not me okay!!!!! :P
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STOMP!~
18.8.09
haha!!!
school was fun :P
HAHA!~
i did not pay much attention during maths class
i was doodling stuffs intead!
HAHA!~
well, i want to go for stomp with strikeforce! ):
i am going to ask my parents about it because it costs $120+
haha!!!
but i hope it will not clash with my end of year examination!!
I MUST GO!!!!!
i will save!!!
i have 1 month plus to save!
HEHEES!
go me!~~
HA!
well, i'm going to study for my amaths now :S
actually i want to go out with Jason, Jacob, etc but I MUST STUDY!!!!! (:
i must be responsible! :D
okay!
wish me luck! :D
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the surprise!
17.8.09
here's the balloon that strikeforce gave me!
HAHAHAHA!
LOVES!!
and remember the other time when i wrote that i started to draw again?
hahaha!
well, here it is (:
not bad, right? ):
HEES :D
i hope that i can really go LASALLE :D
GO ME!~
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feel so happy!
i'm the one that has really moved on (:
and i thank God for that!
thanks Jason, Edi, Jon and Jiong Hong for talking to me today!
hahahahahahaha!
make me feel so happy about my life!
all the advices that they gave me is not bullshit okayy!!!!
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hahaha!
i'm in social studies class now (:
and i have scored for my chemistry common test!
YAY YAY!~
thanks for the support yea!!!
thanks for the prayers and everything
well,
many people have tried to help me to get out of my troubles and i really glad to have them
at least they protect me and make me happy (:
i'm happy with the way i am now
strikeforce and W446! :D
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yesterday and today
16.8.09
yesterday.........
i don't really want to talk about it actually
but well, the performance was good TO ME! yes, TO ME!
i was really shocked when i saw Yu Hong
hahaha!
it was really a kind of him to come down and watch our performance
but all in all, i feel that i should have gone for Sonofa performance yesterday
sigh!
all i want to say is
i hate it when someone yell at me.......
really don't like it...
***
LET'S MOVE ON!!!
SO MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE BETTER THAN yesterday
today was fun! :D
after the service, we went to eat at Bugis and watched a magic performance for free!
HAHAHA!
he was really good all right (:
we took a neoprint together too!! HAHAHA!
it was really fun spending time with my dearest W446
i love W446++!!
Marwin was really good at decorating!!
ha :D
all the decorations were done by him
i helped a little!
after that, we went for mtt!!!! *cheers*
we played chapter 3 and 5 once again at speaker's corner :P
we were air-drumming! it was really fun and funny, somehow!
we laughed a lot!!!
they also had a surprise for us!! WEE!~
they gave me a balloon with my name on it!
they wrote "NDP '09 Jessica with love, strikeforce"
they are soooo sweet!
HA :)
we played with the helium and all our voice turned really funny
HAHHAHAHAHAHA!~
we ate dinner at shokudo after that!
it was really good
thank you, boon (:
we had a safe trip back home with Yu Hong and Alvin too (:
well!
it is really a fun day!! :D
really enjoyed myself with my dearest people!
:S
i have physics test tomorrow.........
sigh!
but i really thank God for all the fun and joy that i received from W446 and Strikeforce today!
they are the nicest people in here, Singapore
haha!
they make feel like home (:
all the craziness!
HAHA!
happy me!!
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i wish i could help
15.8.09
if God says no, it means no
if it is right, it is possible to let everything goes like how you want it
but it is not
yes, you must trust in God
but if God approves this, will He let you be in so much trouble now?
will He let everybody go against your 'perfect and sweet' life?
we are here to help you
but you always want things to go your way
you do not even want to share with us that's why we don't know what is going on with you
you keep saying everything is fine
but we, as you friends and family care about you!
we will not go against you for no reason
i have gone through this before and i know how it feels
but i listened and let go of it
think about it
do not land yourself in the same old problem again
can't you just open your heart?
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162 hours
14.8.09
HAHA!
i've just got the letter for my involvement in NDP yesterday
i've completed 162 hours out of 179 hours! :D
YYAYY!~
hours of joy and laughter with my beloved NDP Villains!
sadly, there's no more NDP ! ):
but it's okay!!!
biology test just now was good (:
i did all the questions! HEES!~
can't wait to get the paper back!
i really worked hard for it
hours of studying kayy. . .
thank you for praying for me!
anyway!
REGENT WIND SYMPHONY will be playing at Yew Tee Point tomorrow!
do come and watch us kay!
HAHA! (:
i just came back from practice
it was really fun (like finally. . . )!
my junior Ridhuan has been keeping my section entertained!
he can dance and really remind me of Riduan!
HAHAHA! :P
i just can't forget anything about NDP all right!
i'm still singing the songs everyday :P
OH WELL!!
this is the best part!
THERE'S CELL GROUP MEETING TODAY!!!!
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
i can't wait to go and have fun with them
unfortunately, my dearest sister, Queenie will not be coming! ):
i'll miss you QUEENIE!!!
kayy!
need to go now (:
HHHHAAAA~~
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i'll never be the same
12.8.09
here's some picture that we took last sunday!!!
here we were, at the container! place where we put our drums (:
the milotruck!!! look at me! i'm carrying the mini bass drum! HAHAHA
yumyum!! everbody received a box of chocolate from Uri! heart shape kayy! HAHA! the chocolates tastes good! dark chocolate! my favourite!
alan, me, RIDUAN and ben!!
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
strikeforce and the trainers! HEES!!! *shout! shout! let it all out!!*
WA!~
WEEE!!!~~~
BOON AND US!!!!! YAY!~ YAY!~
ONE BAND!~ ONE SOUND!~
***
nice, right?!!!
hahaha!
memories!!~~~~
it will never fade, yea!~ ;D
hahaha!
i found myself smiling more and more often when i'm with strikeforce (:
really happy to be around them..
they don't isolate me or anything
i'll become who i hang around with
if they're bad, i'll become bad
if they're angelic and bright, i'll become angelic and bright too!
HAHAH!
i still remember the other time God talked to me...
He said,
"Beloved,
I have a path for your life. Follow my path, and i will never leave your side
- Your heavenly Father"
hahah.
i think i posted this before but this really mean a lot to me and my life now
HAHAH
i feel that i'm in His path now
i just hope i will not get off the track anymore
i'll never be the same (:
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as for now...
Now that i'm single (YAYY!~),
i often think, "when will i be ready for ANOTHER one?".
it's stupid, i know.
but as i think of it all over and over and over and OVER AGAIN...
I realized that my true love will eventually come,
it is just that i shouldn't rush events.
"Be happy, young man, while you are young, and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth.
Follow the ways of your heart and whatever your eyes see, but know that for all these things God will bring you to judgment.
So then, banish anxiety from your heart and cast off the troubles of your body, for youth and vigor are meaningless"
Ecclesiastes 11:9-10
nice, right? haha!
i've grown up already okayy!
thanks to THEM!!!
at this point of time, i should be having a time of carefree joy
RIGHT?! :D
HAHA!~~
i feel good!~~
but still.....
my chem test!!!!!!!! ):
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12august
school was fine and a little bit boring but it does not matter anyway!
it is only school. .
used to the boredom! SIGH!
and chemistry test just now was QUITE OKAYY
ANYWAY!
i drew some stuffs today!
hahaha!
for the first time in a long time, i am drawing again!!
HA! (:
i am really serious about going to LASALLE okay!
like what Pastor Tan said, "to be where you want to be, you must start from now!"
ha!
OH!
TODAY IS RIDUAN'S BIRTHDAY!!!
YAYY!~ happy birthday, kakak!~
wish you all the best! :P
HEHHEEES!~
well, next test is biology on friday!
GO ME!!! (:
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i have the ability! (:
11.8.09
YAY!
edi and i just had conversation with Kenneth (:
i feel really encourage!
THANKS KENNETH!
i will find a way to meet you okay!
really looking forward to it ;D
WEE!~
my dream is becoming more possible!
WAIT! WRONG!!
IT IS POSSIBLE!!!
HA
Daddy Jesus,
i want to go LASALLE (Interior Design) (:
please guide my way. i believe in You!
i do not want to give up.
if Kenneth could do it...
SO CAN I!! (:
as for now, give me the power to score for my english, malay, triple science, double maths and combine humanities.
it is hard, i know.
but, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IN YOU!
i know i can do it!
in the name of Jesus, i pray.
Amen! (:
GO ME!! haha!
must support me kayy!
YAY!!
i know you always do! HA!
***
i supposed to study, i know. . .
SORRY!!
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i like the way you move!~
WA~~
i still miss NDP so much ):
*SHOUT!!! SHOUT!!! LET IT ALL OUT!!!!!! THESE ARE THE THINGS YOU CAN DO WITHOUT!
C'MON! I'M TALKING TO YOUUUUU! C'MONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!*
*the girls AH AH AH!! the boys AH AH AH!! THE GIRLS THE BOYS THE BOYS THE GIRLS!~~~
THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS
I LIKE THE WAYYY YOU MOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE!!*
*there's a jewel on the ocean...*
hahaha (:
AAAWWWW!!! ):
i hope i will still be able to keep in touch with Abu, Matt, RidUan, Zai, Nizar and Khairul!!!
i miss them!!! HAHA!
HAHA! i hope we will be able to play with them some other time (:
HEES!
but yea..
i need to move on and go back to my homework D:
BBOOOO!!!!!
i am going to have my chemistry common test tomorrow!
i am really working hard okayy!
AND!
i will not forget that SOMEONE still owe me OTAH for getting an A for bio test!
GIVE ME MY OTAH!!!!
HAHAH :P
but it does not matter actually!
I HAVE MY A!!!
which is enough to make me super happyy!~
WEEE!~~
okayy!!~
need to go back to my LOVELY homework and notes now ;D
haha!
I'm all right!!! I'm all right! :D
***
he will be brave and will not run away!!! :D
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the last day
10.8.09
chapter 3!!!
i played at the podium with no worries!
i really enjoyed it!
i could hear the IEM clearly and my sticks did not drop this time ALL RIGHT!!!
HAHAHA :D
i smiled all the wayyyyy!!!
there was a cute little boy that hi-5 with me too :D
but. . .
i was so happy that i forgot how to go back to the staircase!
OOPS!
I WAS SO EMBARRASSED! i asked one of the audience and he laughed at me after that -..-
chapter 5 was great!
i had lots of fun on stage!
the feeling was good and i did my best!
i twirled, jumped and moved like never before! (:
we took picture with Electrico too!
the finale was AWESOME!!!
we took many many many MANY pictures together!
we were so crazy that we did not even bother to follow the green light!
HAHA :P
we went around the stage and went crazy!
everybody was so higggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
on the way back...
someone tied a heart balloon to my paper bag!
AWW :P so sweet of him/her! but too bad...
i hit it and it flew.......
sorry!!!
but THANKS! (:
we ate Popeye together after that!
i did not eat though. just ate a cup of milo and fries (:
had a ride from darryl too!
THANKS!
all in all, i appreciate and will never EVER forget the memories from all the practices that we had!
from the ang moi kwee camp, kranji camp and till all the previews!
all the laughter, smiles and joy!!! HAHAHA :D
the memories just made me love strikeforce more and MORE!!!
HAHAH!
for all the NDP people, thank you for EVERYTHING!
you made me move on!
i really love you! (:
you made me smile really REALLY WIDE!~
hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm........
next performance...........
F1 ~~~~
YAYY!~
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TODAY IS THE BIG DAY !!!
9.8.09
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, EVERYONE!!!!
don't forget to watch me on tv, yea! :P
HAHAHAHA!!!!
CLICK HERE!
open the link if you're lazy to switch on the tv! ;D
the show starts at 6.15 PM (SG) and 5.15 sore (WIB)
HEES!
I'M READY!!! WOOHOO!!!
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2 MORE DAYS (:
7.8.09
last week's practice was AWESOME!
haha :D i didn't drop my sticks!~~~
here's some pictures that we took on that day!
i found two of them... HAHA!
(it's super large, i know)
neo and I :D
BANDEL YEA!!
***
hahah! well, national day is coming in 2 days time! (:
i'm really excited for it!
school has been great and fun though
still having some problem with my science :S
BUT IT'S OKAY!
i'm happy so it doesn't really matter :D
BUT I STILL CARE ABOUT EVERYTHING KAYY!
hahaha!
I'm going to meet my dearest PERCUSSION SECTION and W446 later! YAYY!~
***
"love one another or perish" (:
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joy
"My sense of joy, satisfaction, and fulfillment in life increases,
no matter what the circumstances,
if i am in the center of God's will"
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thanksthanks
HAHA!~
Sunday was fun!
once again, edi and i have got a ride from Alvin and Yu Hong
HA!~ we ate at Central after church and went for the blood donation at Riverwalk after that (:
it was fun to see Shawn, Ian and Jason doing limbo!!!
hahaaaha
thank you for the mango chocolate, kakak!
and another thank you to Bandel for talking to me too!
OH!
i made a bracelet for myself too!
it is nice okayy!
HA!~
i am going to be the MC with Desmond on Teachers' Day
hahaha!
it is going to be good, i guess....
oh.
i went for AEM yesterday :D
it is very interesting to know everything about our skin especially when i am a girl!
can't wait for our next session though! (:
oh well....
chemistry test tomorrow :/
byee
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withheartandvoice
wee!~
just came back from band (:
it was fun after all
played dodge ball with the whole band
ha! so happy to see my juniors playing and smiling just now :D
with heart and voice is so heart :/
but i am trying my best all right!
HAHA!
i am going to sort out my part after this (:
must make sure i do it properly
haha!
GO ME!! i can do this all right!!
anyways, going to Daryl and Desmond's games event at their church next Saturday
i am going to rush after band as it starts at 3
going with Desmond to Parkway Parade for the event!
i just listed down my schedule for next week and i just realized that i need some break
there are so many things coming up!!
but i will always remember this:
"Whatever I have, wherever I am, I can make it through anything in the One who makes me who I am"
Phillipians 4:13
kayy! let's talk about the HAPPY NEWS NOW!!!!
HAHAHAHA!!
i have got an A for all three sciences and Amaths!! HEES!
even tough i am not the first in class, i know i did my best okayy!!! (:
i am so proud of myself!! HA!~
glad that actually many people prayed for me too!!!
YAYY!!~
tomorrow have MTT anddddddddd we are going to take a group photo together!!!~~
long time did not see strikeforce people already!!
but i am meeting them tomorrow ANYWAYYYYSSS~~~
WWOOOOHOOO
actually want to donate blood with them also but i am too young!!! ):
but it is okay!!
i'm going to wait!
HA!
***
yesterday combined cell group meeting really touched me
i will always remember that verse from now!!
"So, if you think you are standing firm, be careful that you don't fall!
No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it"
- 1 Corinthians 10 : 12-13
i love what Sheryl told us (:
i just realized that everybody will go through difficult times like me
and i am really going to wait for my mr.right to come okayy!
i shall not look around anymore
i just want to be happy and be content with whatever my circumstances!
just want to concentrate in God and my studies
i want to live life to the fullest with God and the people around me (:
my family,
my strikeforce,
my W446,
my classmates,
my band,
everything!
and most importantly,
i want to learn from my past mistake and never come back to the old me.
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i feel so _________ today.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VERENA NATASHA SCHONENBERGER CHEW WEI EN AND KAKAK JACOBBY!!! :D
i love you both!!! i really do!!
HAHAHA!~
***
YYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
TOMORROW IS THE LAST PAPER AND I'M FREE FROM ALL THE COMMON TESTS!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Amaths just now was okayyyy...
hees!!!
but at least i know i did my best!!!
i really studied (:
i'm going to do my best with my Emaths too okay!!
i'm a free girl and after tomorrow I'LL BE A MORE FREE GIRL!!!
hahaha!
thank you to my dear parents, my loving W446, Jason and other people that are constantly wishing me good luck and pray for me!!!
HAHA!~
i feel so loved!! HA!~
anyway!!!
MY PARENTS ALLOW ME TO GO FOR STOMP!!
YAYY!!!
they are going to help me pay a little!
i'm still going to save okay!! haha!!
so happy!!!~~~
LA LA LA LA LA!!!
eh eh!!
it's you not me okay!!!!! :P
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STOMP!~
haha!!!
school was fun :P
HAHA!~
i did not pay much attention during maths class
i was doodling stuffs intead!
HAHA!~
well, i want to go for stomp with strikeforce! ):
i am going to ask my parents about it because it costs $120+
haha!!!
but i hope it will not clash with my end of year examination!!
I MUST GO!!!!!
i will save!!!
i have 1 month plus to save!
HEHEES!
go me!~~
HA!
well, i'm going to study for my amaths now :S
actually i want to go out with Jason, Jacob, etc but I MUST STUDY!!!!! (:
i must be responsible! :D
okay!
wish me luck! :D
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the surprise!
here's the balloon that strikeforce gave me!
HAHAHAHA!
LOVES!!
and remember the other time when i wrote that i started to draw again?
hahaha!
well, here it is (:
not bad, right? ):
HEES :D
i hope that i can really go LASALLE :D
GO ME!~
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feel so happy!
i'm the one that has really moved on (:
and i thank God for that!
thanks Jason, Edi, Jon and Jiong Hong for talking to me today!
hahahahahahaha!
make me feel so happy about my life!
all the advices that they gave me is not bullshit okayy!!!!
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hahaha!
i'm in social studies class now (:
and i have scored for my chemistry common test!
YAY YAY!~
thanks for the support yea!!!
thanks for the prayers and everything
well,
many people have tried to help me to get out of my troubles and i really glad to have them
at least they protect me and make me happy (:
i'm happy with the way i am now
strikeforce and W446! :D
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yesterday and today
yesterday.........
i don't really want to talk about it actually
but well, the performance was good TO ME! yes, TO ME!
i was really shocked when i saw Yu Hong
hahaha!
it was really a kind of him to come down and watch our performance
but all in all, i feel that i should have gone for Sonofa performance yesterday
sigh!
all i want to say is
i hate it when someone yell at me.......
really don't like it...
***
LET'S MOVE ON!!!
SO MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE BETTER THAN yesterday
today was fun! :D
after the service, we went to eat at Bugis and watched a magic performance for free!
HAHAHA!
he was really good all right (:
we took a neoprint together too!! HAHAHA!
it was really fun spending time with my dearest W446
i love W446++!!
Marwin was really good at decorating!!
ha :D
all the decorations were done by him
i helped a little!
after that, we went for mtt!!!! *cheers*
we played chapter 3 and 5 once again at speaker's corner :P
we were air-drumming! it was really fun and funny, somehow!
we laughed a lot!!!
they also had a surprise for us!! WEE!~
they gave me a balloon with my name on it!
they wrote "NDP '09 Jessica with love, strikeforce"
they are soooo sweet!
HA :)
we played with the helium and all our voice turned really funny
HAHHAHAHAHAHA!~
we ate dinner at shokudo after that!
it was really good
thank you, boon (:
we had a safe trip back home with Yu Hong and Alvin too (:
well!
it is really a fun day!! :D
really enjoyed myself with my dearest people!
:S
i have physics test tomorrow.........
sigh!
but i really thank God for all the fun and joy that i received from W446 and Strikeforce today!
they are the nicest people in here, Singapore
haha!
they make feel like home (:
all the craziness!
HAHA!
happy me!!
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i wish i could help
if God says no, it means no
if it is right, it is possible to let everything goes like how you want it
but it is not
yes, you must trust in God
but if God approves this, will He let you be in so much trouble now?
will He let everybody go against your 'perfect and sweet' life?
we are here to help you
but you always want things to go your way
you do not even want to share with us that's why we don't know what is going on with you
you keep saying everything is fine
but we, as you friends and family care about you!
we will not go against you for no reason
i have gone through this before and i know how it feels
but i listened and let go of it
think about it
do not land yourself in the same old problem again
can't you just open your heart?
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162 hours
HAHA!
i've just got the letter for my involvement in NDP yesterday
i've completed 162 hours out of 179 hours! :D
YYAYY!~
hours of joy and laughter with my beloved NDP Villains!
sadly, there's no more NDP ! ):
but it's okay!!!
biology test just now was good (:
i did all the questions! HEES!~
can't wait to get the paper back!
i really worked hard for it
hours of studying kayy. . .
thank you for praying for me!
anyway!
REGENT WIND SYMPHONY will be playing at Yew Tee Point tomorrow!
do come and watch us kay!
HAHA! (:
i just came back from practice
it was really fun (like finally. . . )!
my junior Ridhuan has been keeping my section entertained!
he can dance and really remind me of Riduan!
HAHAHA! :P
i just can't forget anything about NDP all right!
i'm still singing the songs everyday :P
OH WELL!!
this is the best part!
THERE'S CELL GROUP MEETING TODAY!!!!
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!
i can't wait to go and have fun with them
unfortunately, my dearest sister, Queenie will not be coming! ):
i'll miss you QUEENIE!!!
kayy!
need to go now (:
HHHHAAAA~~
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i'll never be the same
here's some picture that we took last sunday!!!
here we were, at the container! place where we put our drums (:
the milotruck!!! look at me! i'm carrying the mini bass drum! HAHAHA
yumyum!! everbody received a box of chocolate from Uri! heart shape kayy! HAHA! the chocolates tastes good! dark chocolate! my favourite!
alan, me, RIDUAN and ben!!
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!
strikeforce and the trainers! HEES!!! *shout! shout! let it all out!!*
WA!~
WEEE!!!~~~
BOON AND US!!!!! YAY!~ YAY!~
ONE BAND!~ ONE SOUND!~
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nice, right?!!!
hahaha!
memories!!~~~~
it will never fade, yea!~ ;D
hahaha!
i found myself smiling more and more often when i'm with strikeforce (:
really happy to be around them..
they don't isolate me or anything
i'll become who i hang around with
if they're bad, i'll become bad
if they're angelic and bright, i'll become angelic and bright too!
HAHAH!
i still remember the other time God talked to me...
He said,
"Beloved,
I have a path for your life. Follow my path, and i will never leave your side
- Your heavenly Father"
hahah.
i think i posted this before but this really mean a lot to me and my life now
HAHAH
i feel that i'm in His path now
i just hope i will not get off the track anymore
i'll never be the same (:
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as for now...
Now that i'm single (YAYY!~),
i often think, "when will i be ready for ANOTHER one?".
it's stupid, i know.
but as i think of it all over and over and over and OVER AGAIN...
I realized that my true love will eventually come,
it is just that i shouldn't rush events.
"Be happy, young man, while you are young, and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth.
Follow the ways of your heart and whatever your eyes see, but know that for all these things God will bring you to judgment.
So then, banish anxiety from your heart and cast off the troubles of your body, for youth and vigor are meaningless"
Ecclesiastes 11:9-10
nice, right? haha!
i've grown up already okayy!
thanks to THEM!!!
at this point of time, i should be having a time of carefree joy
RIGHT?! :D
HAHA!~~
i feel good!~~
but still.....
my chem test!!!!!!!! ):
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12august
school was fine and a little bit boring but it does not matter anyway!
it is only school. .
used to the boredom! SIGH!
and chemistry test just now was QUITE OKAYY
ANYWAY!
i drew some stuffs today!
hahaha!
for the first time in a long time, i am drawing again!!
HA! (:
i am really serious about going to LASALLE okay!
like what Pastor Tan said, "to be where you want to be, you must start from now!"
ha!
OH!
TODAY IS RIDUAN'S BIRTHDAY!!!
YAYY!~ happy birthday, kakak!~
wish you all the best! :P
HEHHEEES!~
well, next test is biology on friday!
GO ME!!! (:
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i have the ability! (:
YAY!
edi and i just had conversation with Kenneth (:
i feel really encourage!
THANKS KENNETH!
i will find a way to meet you okay!
really looking forward to it ;D
WEE!~
my dream is becoming more possible!
WAIT! WRONG!!
IT IS POSSIBLE!!!
HA
Daddy Jesus,
i want to go LASALLE (Interior Design) (:
please guide my way. i believe in You!
i do not want to give up.
if Kenneth could do it...
SO CAN I!! (:
as for now, give me the power to score for my english, malay, triple science, double maths and combine humanities.
it is hard, i know.
but, NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE IN YOU!
i know i can do it!
in the name of Jesus, i pray.
Amen! (:
GO ME!! haha!
must support me kayy!
YAY!!
i know you always do! HA!
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i supposed to study, i know. . .
SORRY!!
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i like the way you move!~
WA~~
i still miss NDP so much ):
*SHOUT!!! SHOUT!!! LET IT ALL OUT!!!!!! THESE ARE THE THINGS YOU CAN DO WITHOUT!
C'MON! I'M TALKING TO YOUUUUU! C'MONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!*
*the girls AH AH AH!! the boys AH AH AH!! THE GIRLS THE BOYS THE BOYS THE GIRLS!~~~
THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS THE DRUMS
I LIKE THE WAYYY YOU MOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEE!!*
*there's a jewel on the ocean...*
hahaha (:
AAAWWWW!!! ):
i hope i will still be able to keep in touch with Abu, Matt, RidUan, Zai, Nizar and Khairul!!!
i miss them!!! HAHA!
HAHA! i hope we will be able to play with them some other time (:
HEES!
but yea..
i need to move on and go back to my homework D:
BBOOOO!!!!!
i am going to have my chemistry common test tomorrow!
i am really working hard okayy!
AND!
i will not forget that SOMEONE still owe me OTAH for getting an A for bio test!
GIVE ME MY OTAH!!!!
HAHAH :P
but it does not matter actually!
I HAVE MY A!!!
which is enough to make me super happyy!~
WEEE!~~
okayy!!~
need to go back to my LOVELY homework and notes now ;D
haha!
I'm all right!!! I'm all right! :D
***
he will be brave and will not run away!!! :D
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the last day
chapter 3!!!
i played at the podium with no worries!
i really enjoyed it!
i could hear the IEM clearly and my sticks did not drop this time ALL RIGHT!!!
HAHAHA :D
i smiled all the wayyyyy!!!
there was a cute little boy that hi-5 with me too :D
but. . .
i was so happy that i forgot how to go back to the staircase!
OOPS!
I WAS SO EMBARRASSED! i asked one of the audience and he laughed at me after that -..-
chapter 5 was great!
i had lots of fun on stage!
the feeling was good and i did my best!
i twirled, jumped and moved like never before! (:
we took picture with Electrico too!
the finale was AWESOME!!!
we took many many many MANY pictures together!
we were so crazy that we did not even bother to follow the green light!
HAHA :P
we went around the stage and went crazy!
everybody was so higggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~
on the way back...
someone tied a heart balloon to my paper bag!
AWW :P so sweet of him/her! but too bad...
i hit it and it flew.......
sorry!!!
but THANKS! (:
we ate Popeye together after that!
i did not eat though. just ate a cup of milo and fries (:
had a ride from darryl too!
THANKS!
all in all, i appreciate and will never EVER forget the memories from all the practices that we had!
from the ang moi kwee camp, kranji camp and till all the previews!
all the laughter, smiles and joy!!! HAHAHA :D
the memories just made me love strikeforce more and MORE!!!
HAHAH!
for all the NDP people, thank you for EVERYTHING!
you made me move on!
i really love you! (:
you made me smile really REALLY WIDE!~
hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmm........
next performance...........
F1 ~~~~
YAYY!~
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TODAY IS THE BIG DAY !!!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, EVERYONE!!!!
don't forget to watch me on tv, yea! :P
HAHAHAHA!!!!
CLICK HERE!
open the link if you're lazy to switch on the tv! ;D
the show starts at 6.15 PM (SG) and 5.15 sore (WIB)
HEES!
I'M READY!!! WOOHOO!!!
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2 MORE DAYS (:
last week's practice was AWESOME!
haha :D i didn't drop my sticks!~~~
here's some pictures that we took on that day!
i found two of them... HAHA!
(it's super large, i know)
neo and I :D
BANDEL YEA!!
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hahah! well, national day is coming in 2 days time! (:
i'm really excited for it!
school has been great and fun though
still having some problem with my science :S
BUT IT'S OKAY!
i'm happy so it doesn't really matter :D
BUT I STILL CARE ABOUT EVERYTHING KAYY!
hahaha!
I'm going to meet my dearest PERCUSSION SECTION and W446 later! YAYY!~
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"love one another or perish" (:
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09 march
i love to drum and do crazy things!
i want to forget all the bitterness in my life and change!
i want to be happy ALWAYS!
i love going to church, i love jazz...
i love W446
i love Strike Force!!!
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