Yesterday was awesome. I was so delighted to see my dearest sister, Queenie. Haha It was her birthday!! I received many hugs from many people!! After church, I went to eat at tampines with family.
Went to night safari to watch the urban drum crew. Haha Miss them so much!! They've done great yesterday! Going to watch them again today!! Haha!
I received quite a few presents too!! Really surprised and HAPPY to receive them!! My dearest Queenie gave me a handmade stitch, okayy!! Very cute one!! Ha I have got a pair of onitsuka tiger shoes too!!! Hahaha!! Thanks again, okayy! I'm really touched and happy about the presents! WWOOOOOO!! I have such a great family!!! :D
this christmas (:
24.12.09
My wish is going to come true. It's going to be one of the most awesome christmas I've ever had. Christmas that's full of joy, smiles and laughter. From now till new year, I'm going to spend most of my time with my family. A family that have been there for me all the way. A family that make me feel so so so loved.
I can't wait to open my presents. Whatever is inside, I know I'm going to be so happy the moment I receive it and open it. Once again, I thank God for giving me such a great family.
My daddy, mommy and brother. My gu zhang, gugu and 3 cousins. Most of all, W446 and The Strikeforce. Yupppp!!! That's my family (:
So so so love them!!!!!
***
Anyway, it's going to be a great christmas and awesome birthday for my dearest sister Queenie. Hahaha (: No worries, dear!!! *hugs*
23.12.09
talk less, do more!
20.12.09
awesome day at my old church, GBI Gajah Mada Tower ! great message too. Kak Angga told us to ask God before doing everything (: Tuhan, boleh gak? just as simple as that. Raising the standard for 2010 too!
we went to Fish Spa after that. it was really ticklish at first.......... you can read edi's blog about my reaction when i first put my legs inside the tank. haha~~
edi, james and i visited all the pet corner. saw some cute rottweiler puppies and sausage dogs. haha!
had an awesome lunch at Mushroom with my family after that. YUMYUM!
going to prepare for Ci Cindy's Engagement at JW Mariott soon. gong to wear a dress.... HAHAH. long time since i wore a dress! last time i wore a dress was when.............. nevermind!
i have been enjoying myself here. haha (: it is really good to see my parents and brother everyday. had lots of heart-to-heart conversation with them. laughed and smiled a lot. cried a lot too. really thank God for giving me such an awesome family. but I have to go back! haha! (: there's some stuff that i need to do. HAHA. anyway, I MISS YOU QUEENIE!! (:
great time!!
19.12.09
went out with my friends 2 days ago! really happy to see them again! haha (:
15.12.09
back from Bandung. hahah :D we went to stay at Savoy Homann for two nights and went to many factory outlets. went to eat at many places too! i love Sapu Lidi the best! :D haha. it was an awesome time with my family.
today i'm going to my aunt's birthday party. can't wait to see my relatives. WOO!~
12.12.09
going to Bandung soon. hahaha (: gonna stay there for 2 nights. it's going to be fun!! haha.
***
anyway, i just want to say this to my dearest sister, Queenie!! ILOVEYOUTTMTOO!!! hahaha. no worries, kay!! you'll have an awesome birthday, my dear!!
went to King Photo afterward to choose the dress for the family photo. unfortunately, my mom and i are using red color dress... wanted to take the blue one but my dad said it won't match his suit so yea. taking red..................... red. . . . . . . . haha! even though i don't really like the colour red but the dress looks fine on me so it okay!! then went to Mangga Dua today to buy a memory stick for my camera and looked around for iPod. hees! might be buying an iPod touch~~ ate at Ikan Bakar Cianjur for dinner. hahah. delicious!!!!
well.............. GOING TO BANDUNG TOMORROW MORNING !!!!!! YAY!!!! :D
anyway, talked to my mom about some stuffs in the car today. share many stuffs together. really happy that she told me about it (: hahaha. i love her! she is the best mom all right ;D
AWESOMEEEEE!!!!
11.12.09
just came back from shopping at Senayan City and dinner!!! WAHAHAHAHAH!~ feel so awesome!!!!! ha.
finally i bought some new stuffs :D WEEHEEE!!!!! shopping to be continued at Bandung! HAHA!!!!
going to eat dinner at Bandar Djakarta tomorrow instead because my parents to inform our relatives and not going to iPod anymore for some reason. . . . HEES!
LA LA LA LA LA!!!
good morning!!
10.12.09
haha! just played Guitar Hero with Edi after i woke up :P super fun! haha. we played co-op together! wooohooo :D
today's gonna be fun! going out to choose my dress for the family photo! and might be buying new iPod if my parents allow. YAY (:
planning to eat seafood at Bandar Djakarta at Ancol too! HAHAAA!
i wish i can share all these with my w446 and strikeforce!
haha! did some shopping yesterday ~~ like finally :P planning to go Bandung this Saturday. it is going to be fun~ going to go out with my friends next week too!! YAY-NESS! can't wait to share them about my stories...
anyway, went to eat at A&W today!!!!!! WOOOOOO!~ yumyumyum! my favorite fried chicken! muahaha.
well, my parents talked a lot about some stuffs since i came back. really happy that i could share some stuff with them too (:
tomorrow is going to be great. the day after will be greater and the day after and the day after. it is going to be better and greater!! :D haha
feel so happy to be here! so happy that i don't want to leave.
love, fate and coincidence
9.12.09
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 says,
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails but where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues,they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
Real love is always fated. It has been arranged before time. It is the most meticulously prepared of coincidences. And fate, of course, is simply a secular term for the will of God, and coincidence for His grace.
don't get me wrong okayy!! i just find the two passages are beautiful and meaningful. haha i'm still a happy girl. no worries!!
MORNING
for w446 and strikeforce!
8.12.09
just now, edi and i heard this song on the radio!
Menghujam Jantungku
Segenap hatiku selalu memujamu Seluruh jiwa kupersembahkan untukmu Sepenuh cintaku merindukan dirimu Seutuh gejolak membakar hatiku
Seperti cahaya hadirmu di duniaku Seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungku
O..ow..o..ow..
Reff: Kau membuatku merasakan Indahnya jatuh cinta Indahnya dicintai Saat kau jadi milikku
Oh, takkan kulepaskan Dirimu oh, cintaku Teruslah kau bersemi Di dalam lubuk hatiku
Seperti cahaya hadirmu di duniaku Seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungku
a day at Taman Anggrek
asked my uncle to drive us to Taman Anggrek for our manicure appointment just now. driver did not come today. spent long two hours at the manicurist. was talking to Edi about many stuffs throughout . haha observed the people that were doing our nails and so on. ate Bakmi Gajah Mada after that. YUMYUM!!~ played some block game with Edi before entering the theater to watch New Moon. it was quite a good movie after all but too many kissing, too many empty promises. sshhheesssh!! spent our whole afternoon at Taman Anggrek! met my parents and brother after the movie ended and had Starbucks together (: mango passion fruit!!~~~ haa~
feel really tired now. don't know why. got a flu and have been sleeping in the car. but still very happy!!!!! DUH!!!! hahaha :D
good morning!!!!!! (:
BOOMZ!~
7.12.09
WOO!~ i am in jakarta already!! HEHEES!! had fun on the plane. haha i brought my Kensho (teddy bear) along to the plane and made a small girl smiled THE KIDS LOVE ME!!~ Edi and i went through FHW on the plane too. we were very bored okayy!
we went to eat lunch after we landed. we ate lor mee. ha. went home to put our stuff and went to Taman Anggrek to eat some desserts. I ate Mango Snowball~~~~~~~~~ after that i visited the doctor OHHH!~ i ate a lot for dinner! hahaha. 2 bowls of rice!!! anyway, it feels really really really good to see my parents again and . . . . CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!! CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, i did not shop today did not feel like it! haha. gonna have fun tomorrow (: going for manicure (so girly right. . . ) and going to watch New Moon with Edi (Y) in the afternoon.
but i am still trying to contact my friends here ): do not know how to get them. lost all my contacts. . .
hmm.. wonder how my w446 and strikeforce are doing now... feel like going with them and spend time over here at the same time. HA!
that's all. TAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!~ i am having a BLAST!!! BOOMZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
FLYING SOON!~
at the airport now!! hahhaa! quite few people came to send us off ((: haha having my cup of caramel machiato now. LOL gonna miss w446 and strikeforce a lot!! HAHHAA!~
okayy! got to go now!!! byeee singapore!! (: not going to care about you anymore (except for w446 and strikeforce, the rest can go and do what ever you want) hahaha! don't do fun stuffs without me ok!!! :D
***
You think that I can't live without your love You'll see You think I can't go on another day. You think I have nothing Without you by my side You'll see
and i will flyyyyy!!!~
6.12.09
hahaha! today is such a great day :DD service was good and went out with my family for lunch at Din Tai Fung. i bought a shoe for school too! hahah. and it is a little green. for the first time, i took the colour green. actually wanted to buy yellow but it is very expensive so yea.. stayed at the shop for quite awhile. met Soon Wee at City Hall and go to Paya Lebar and met the others at mac.
MTT was fun. It has been a long time since i played FHW... we celebrated Ian and YingYing's birthday after that. Taking in orders while eating the curry. LOL Quite a few people ask me to buy martabak hor!!!!! 2 boxes somemore!!!!!! haha!
went home with Soon Wee and Yu Hong after that (:
WOOHOO!!~ i am flying off tomorrow. i AM going to have fun okayy!! but really going to miss many stuffs ): miss all my friends here!! haha!~ okayy! gotta pack now. gonna fly fly fly!!!
5.12.09
LEI zone cell group meeting was great. haha. went out with w446 to Rochor. it has been a long time since i went to Rochor. we went to parklane after that to play L4D2 and for the first time, i played this kind of thing. haha!! first time okayy!! Queenie taught me how to play and i find it quite okay (: planning to play again once in awhile. HA!~ Edi, Queenie and i took the cab home and had an awesome talk together. HAHAH!~~ A B C ??? which one ???
afterall, i spent a lot of time with w446 today especially with my dearest Queenie~~ few more days and i am flying off *cheers* really trying to get thingssssssssssssssssss done before i fly. i do not want to think so much about all my work when i am away. i hope all the work will not haunt me when i am having my break.
tomorrow's going to be an awesome day :D meeting Daryl and Desmond before going for MTT tomorrow. LA LA LA LA!
great time!! (:
4.12.09
WOO!~ have been going out with Edi, Soon Wee and Jason this few days!
***
YESTERDAYYYY!! went to buy banner stuffs at city hall and plaza sing till quite late with Soon Wee we met Jason at city hall to take my new specs and went to fareast for dinner.
***
TODAYTODAY!! went to do some banner stuff in the morning before meeting the two for lunch at causeway today. haha. and the best part...... SHOPPING!!! HAHAHAHAH :P did not shop much today okay!! saving it for indo!~~ WOOHOO!~
well, gonna be ready for tomorrow's prayer meeting and cell group meeting! awhh! really miss church!!! really miss my W446!!! tomorrow's going to be great :D
brighter days!!!!! (:
2.12.09
I have been talking to my dear Queenie, Jason and Soon Wee lately. They always know how to make me feel happy! I'm glad that they came for OPUS IV too!!
OH YA! not to forget one more person that always send me a good morning and a good night message everyday too! hahah!! Thanks, Yu Hong!!
WOO!! Just got back home after shopping with my dad at City Hall! did not intend to buy so much but in the end i am the one that bought many new stuffs. HAHAHAHA. talking to them + shopping with dad = happiness!~
hahaha.
God really answered my prayer, eh!!! (: i think i am going to survive this already!
and thanks for telling me this the other time! hahaha!!! MY DEARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
"When you can't run. Walk. If you can't walk anymore. Crawl. But when you can't move anymore. I'm there. In prayers and with arms stretched for u :) Keep on believing, keep on moving :)"
when i feel so sad and down, i would try to remember the happy things that happened between me, my family, W446 and strikeforce. basically all the things that happened after that and i will try to count all the memorable moments.
and you know what?? i will always lose count (:
went out with my family yesterday. was quite happy though. i am happy that i am with my dad. really really happy (: but the thoughts that remind me about my work, work and work that are needed to be done before new year really pull me down.
i do not think that i am having a holiday now. holiday is supposed to be a happy moment but now, i am falling sick physically and mentally during Christmas holiday.
really want to give up on all these stuffs. really want to give the responsibilities to someone else. can somebody help us? okay. let me rephrase that. can somebody help us wholeheartedly?
sigh.. God, give me the strength to go through all these.
give me a break
1.12.09
just came back from camp. kept reminding myself not to give up every single day. tried my very best even though it seems that it did not satisfy other people, still.
OPUS IV was great. had fun and was really enjoying myself especially for September. really practiced a lot on the dancing. on stage, i felt really glad to see the people that i love so so so so much. my dad was there :D my W446 was there, my strikeforce was there. surprise to see them, relieved to see them and proud to have them as supporters on the big day. i have got flowers and chocolates and really smile a lot. after concert, i was helping out my beloved percussion to move instruments to lorry. we laughed a lot and it felt really good. it has been a long time since i laughed my ass off with them. had a heart-to-heart talk with my section too (: unfortunately, this is the only memorable thing that i remember right now. but it is enough actually. to have such loving people by my side, it is always enough.
sadly, the happiness that i felt after the concert just stopped. at that point of time, i really had a hard time to pull myself together and a hard time to smile even though i do not even feel like it.
sigh.
wonderful christmas
Yesterday was awesome. I was so delighted to see my dearest sister, Queenie. Haha It was her birthday!! I received many hugs from many people!! After church, I went to eat at tampines with family.
Went to night safari to watch the urban drum crew. Haha Miss them so much!! They've done great yesterday! Going to watch them again today!! Haha!
I received quite a few presents too!! Really surprised and HAPPY to receive them!! My dearest Queenie gave me a handmade stitch, okayy!! Very cute one!! Ha I have got a pair of onitsuka tiger shoes too!!! Hahaha!! Thanks again, okayy! I'm really touched and happy about the presents! WWOOOOOO!! I have such a great family!!! :D
this christmas (:
My wish is going to come true. It's going to be one of the most awesome christmas I've ever had. Christmas that's full of joy, smiles and laughter. From now till new year, I'm going to spend most of my time with my family. A family that have been there for me all the way. A family that make me feel so so so loved.
I can't wait to open my presents. Whatever is inside, I know I'm going to be so happy the moment I receive it and open it. Once again, I thank God for giving me such a great family.
My daddy, mommy and brother. My gu zhang, gugu and 3 cousins. Most of all, W446 and The Strikeforce. Yupppp!!! That's my family (:
So so so love them!!!!!
***
Anyway, it's going to be a great christmas and awesome birthday for my dearest sister Queenie. Hahaha (: No worries, dear!!! *hugs*
talk less, do more!
awesome day at my old church, GBI Gajah Mada Tower ! great message too. Kak Angga told us to ask God before doing everything (: Tuhan, boleh gak? just as simple as that. Raising the standard for 2010 too!
we went to Fish Spa after that. it was really ticklish at first.......... you can read edi's blog about my reaction when i first put my legs inside the tank. haha~~
edi, james and i visited all the pet corner. saw some cute rottweiler puppies and sausage dogs. haha!
had an awesome lunch at Mushroom with my family after that. YUMYUM!
going to prepare for Ci Cindy's Engagement at JW Mariott soon. gong to wear a dress.... HAHAH. long time since i wore a dress! last time i wore a dress was when.............. nevermind!
i have been enjoying myself here. haha (: it is really good to see my parents and brother everyday. had lots of heart-to-heart conversation with them. laughed and smiled a lot. cried a lot too. really thank God for giving me such an awesome family. but I have to go back! haha! (: there's some stuff that i need to do. HAHA. anyway, I MISS YOU QUEENIE!! (:
great time!!
went out with my friends 2 days ago! really happy to see them again! haha (:
back from Bandung. hahah :D we went to stay at Savoy Homann for two nights and went to many factory outlets. went to eat at many places too! i love Sapu Lidi the best! :D haha. it was an awesome time with my family.
today i'm going to my aunt's birthday party. can't wait to see my relatives. WOO!~
going to Bandung soon. hahaha (: gonna stay there for 2 nights. it's going to be fun!! haha.
***
anyway, i just want to say this to my dearest sister, Queenie!! ILOVEYOUTTMTOO!!! hahaha. no worries, kay!! you'll have an awesome birthday, my dear!!
went to King Photo afterward to choose the dress for the family photo. unfortunately, my mom and i are using red color dress... wanted to take the blue one but my dad said it won't match his suit so yea. taking red..................... red. . . . . . . . haha! even though i don't really like the colour red but the dress looks fine on me so it okay!! then went to Mangga Dua today to buy a memory stick for my camera and looked around for iPod. hees! might be buying an iPod touch~~ ate at Ikan Bakar Cianjur for dinner. hahah. delicious!!!!
well.............. GOING TO BANDUNG TOMORROW MORNING !!!!!! YAY!!!! :D
anyway, talked to my mom about some stuffs in the car today. share many stuffs together. really happy that she told me about it (: hahaha. i love her! she is the best mom all right ;D
AWESOMEEEEE!!!!
just came back from shopping at Senayan City and dinner!!! WAHAHAHAHAH!~ feel so awesome!!!!! ha.
finally i bought some new stuffs :D WEEHEEE!!!!! shopping to be continued at Bandung! HAHA!!!!
going to eat dinner at Bandar Djakarta tomorrow instead because my parents to inform our relatives and not going to iPod anymore for some reason. . . . HEES!
LA LA LA LA LA!!!
good morning!!
haha! just played Guitar Hero with Edi after i woke up :P super fun! haha. we played co-op together! wooohooo :D
today's gonna be fun! going out to choose my dress for the family photo! and might be buying new iPod if my parents allow. YAY (:
planning to eat seafood at Bandar Djakarta at Ancol too! HAHAAA!
i wish i can share all these with my w446 and strikeforce!
haha! did some shopping yesterday ~~ like finally :P planning to go Bandung this Saturday. it is going to be fun~ going to go out with my friends next week too!! YAY-NESS! can't wait to share them about my stories...
anyway, went to eat at A&W today!!!!!! WOOOOOO!~ yumyumyum! my favorite fried chicken! muahaha.
well, my parents talked a lot about some stuffs since i came back. really happy that i could share some stuff with them too (:
tomorrow is going to be great. the day after will be greater and the day after and the day after. it is going to be better and greater!! :D haha
feel so happy to be here! so happy that i don't want to leave.
love, fate and coincidence
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 says,
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs.Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails but where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues,they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.
Real love is always fated. It has been arranged before time. It is the most meticulously prepared of coincidences. And fate, of course, is simply a secular term for the will of God, and coincidence for His grace.
don't get me wrong okayy!! i just find the two passages are beautiful and meaningful. haha i'm still a happy girl. no worries!!
MORNING
for w446 and strikeforce!
just now, edi and i heard this song on the radio!
Menghujam Jantungku
Segenap hatiku selalu memujamu Seluruh jiwa kupersembahkan untukmu Sepenuh cintaku merindukan dirimu Seutuh gejolak membakar hatiku
Seperti cahaya hadirmu di duniaku Seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungku
O..ow..o..ow..
Reff: Kau membuatku merasakan Indahnya jatuh cinta Indahnya dicintai Saat kau jadi milikku
Oh, takkan kulepaskan Dirimu oh, cintaku Teruslah kau bersemi Di dalam lubuk hatiku
Seperti cahaya hadirmu di duniaku Seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungku
a day at Taman Anggrek
asked my uncle to drive us to Taman Anggrek for our manicure appointment just now. driver did not come today. spent long two hours at the manicurist. was talking to Edi about many stuffs throughout . haha observed the people that were doing our nails and so on. ate Bakmi Gajah Mada after that. YUMYUM!!~ played some block game with Edi before entering the theater to watch New Moon. it was quite a good movie after all but too many kissing, too many empty promises. sshhheesssh!! spent our whole afternoon at Taman Anggrek! met my parents and brother after the movie ended and had Starbucks together (: mango passion fruit!!~~~ haa~
feel really tired now. don't know why. got a flu and have been sleeping in the car. but still very happy!!!!! DUH!!!! hahaha :D
good morning!!!!!! (:
BOOMZ!~
WOO!~ i am in jakarta already!! HEHEES!! had fun on the plane. haha i brought my Kensho (teddy bear) along to the plane and made a small girl smiled THE KIDS LOVE ME!!~ Edi and i went through FHW on the plane too. we were very bored okayy!
we went to eat lunch after we landed. we ate lor mee. ha. went home to put our stuff and went to Taman Anggrek to eat some desserts. I ate Mango Snowball~~~~~~~~~ after that i visited the doctor OHHH!~ i ate a lot for dinner! hahaha. 2 bowls of rice!!! anyway, it feels really really really good to see my parents again and . . . . CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!! CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, i did not shop today did not feel like it! haha. gonna have fun tomorrow (: going for manicure (so girly right. . . ) and going to watch New Moon with Edi (Y) in the afternoon.
but i am still trying to contact my friends here ): do not know how to get them. lost all my contacts. . .
hmm.. wonder how my w446 and strikeforce are doing now... feel like going with them and spend time over here at the same time. HA!
that's all. TAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!~ i am having a BLAST!!! BOOMZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
FLYING SOON!~
at the airport now!! hahhaa! quite few people came to send us off ((: haha having my cup of caramel machiato now. LOL gonna miss w446 and strikeforce a lot!! HAHHAA!~
okayy! got to go now!!! byeee singapore!! (: not going to care about you anymore (except for w446 and strikeforce, the rest can go and do what ever you want) hahaha! don't do fun stuffs without me ok!!! :D
***
You think that I can't live without your love You'll see You think I can't go on another day. You think I have nothing Without you by my side You'll see
and i will flyyyyy!!!~
hahaha! today is such a great day :DD service was good and went out with my family for lunch at Din Tai Fung. i bought a shoe for school too! hahah. and it is a little green. for the first time, i took the colour green. actually wanted to buy yellow but it is very expensive so yea.. stayed at the shop for quite awhile. met Soon Wee at City Hall and go to Paya Lebar and met the others at mac.
MTT was fun. It has been a long time since i played FHW... we celebrated Ian and YingYing's birthday after that. Taking in orders while eating the curry. LOL Quite a few people ask me to buy martabak hor!!!!! 2 boxes somemore!!!!!! haha!
went home with Soon Wee and Yu Hong after that (:
WOOHOO!!~ i am flying off tomorrow. i AM going to have fun okayy!! but really going to miss many stuffs ): miss all my friends here!! haha!~ okayy! gotta pack now. gonna fly fly fly!!!
LEI zone cell group meeting was great. haha. went out with w446 to Rochor. it has been a long time since i went to Rochor. we went to parklane after that to play L4D2 and for the first time, i played this kind of thing. haha!! first time okayy!! Queenie taught me how to play and i find it quite okay (: planning to play again once in awhile. HA!~ Edi, Queenie and i took the cab home and had an awesome talk together. HAHAH!~~ A B C ??? which one ???
afterall, i spent a lot of time with w446 today especially with my dearest Queenie~~ few more days and i am flying off *cheers* really trying to get thingssssssssssssssssss done before i fly. i do not want to think so much about all my work when i am away. i hope all the work will not haunt me when i am having my break.
tomorrow's going to be an awesome day :D meeting Daryl and Desmond before going for MTT tomorrow. LA LA LA LA!
great time!! (:
WOO!~ have been going out with Edi, Soon Wee and Jason this few days!
***
YESTERDAYYYY!! went to buy banner stuffs at city hall and plaza sing till quite late with Soon Wee we met Jason at city hall to take my new specs and went to fareast for dinner.
***
TODAYTODAY!! went to do some banner stuff in the morning before meeting the two for lunch at causeway today. haha. and the best part...... SHOPPING!!! HAHAHAHAH :P did not shop much today okay!! saving it for indo!~~ WOOHOO!~
well, gonna be ready for tomorrow's prayer meeting and cell group meeting! awhh! really miss church!!! really miss my W446!!! tomorrow's going to be great :D
brighter days!!!!! (:
I have been talking to my dear Queenie, Jason and Soon Wee lately. They always know how to make me feel happy! I'm glad that they came for OPUS IV too!!
OH YA! not to forget one more person that always send me a good morning and a good night message everyday too! hahah!! Thanks, Yu Hong!!
WOO!! Just got back home after shopping with my dad at City Hall! did not intend to buy so much but in the end i am the one that bought many new stuffs. HAHAHAHA. talking to them + shopping with dad = happiness!~
hahaha.
God really answered my prayer, eh!!! (: i think i am going to survive this already!
and thanks for telling me this the other time! hahaha!!! MY DEARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!
"When you can't run. Walk. If you can't walk anymore. Crawl. But when you can't move anymore. I'm there. In prayers and with arms stretched for u :) Keep on believing, keep on moving :)"
when i feel so sad and down, i would try to remember the happy things that happened between me, my family, W446 and strikeforce. basically all the things that happened after that and i will try to count all the memorable moments.
and you know what?? i will always lose count (:
went out with my family yesterday. was quite happy though. i am happy that i am with my dad. really really happy (: but the thoughts that remind me about my work, work and work that are needed to be done before new year really pull me down.
i do not think that i am having a holiday now. holiday is supposed to be a happy moment but now, i am falling sick physically and mentally during Christmas holiday.
really want to give up on all these stuffs. really want to give the responsibilities to someone else. can somebody help us? okay. let me rephrase that. can somebody help us wholeheartedly?
sigh.. God, give me the strength to go through all these.
give me a break
just came back from camp. kept reminding myself not to give up every single day. tried my very best even though it seems that it did not satisfy other people, still.
OPUS IV was great. had fun and was really enjoying myself especially for September. really practiced a lot on the dancing. on stage, i felt really glad to see the people that i love so so so so much. my dad was there :D my W446 was there, my strikeforce was there. surprise to see them, relieved to see them and proud to have them as supporters on the big day. i have got flowers and chocolates and really smile a lot. after concert, i was helping out my beloved percussion to move instruments to lorry. we laughed a lot and it felt really good. it has been a long time since i laughed my ass off with them. had a heart-to-heart talk with my section too (: unfortunately, this is the only memorable thing that i remember right now. but it is enough actually. to have such loving people by my side, it is always enough.
sadly, the happiness that i felt after the concert just stopped. at that point of time, i really had a hard time to pull myself together and a hard time to smile even though i do not even feel like it.
