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edi



give me a break
1.12.09
just came back from camp.
kept reminding myself not to give up every single day.
tried my very best even though it seems that it did not satisfy other people, still.

OPUS IV was great.
had fun and was really enjoying myself especially for September.
really practiced a lot on the dancing.
on stage, i felt really glad to see the people that i love so so so so much.
my dad was there :D my W446 was there, my strikeforce was there.
surprise to see them, relieved to see them and proud to have them as supporters on the big day.
i have got flowers and chocolates and really smile a lot.
after concert, i was helping out my beloved percussion to move instruments to lorry.
we laughed a lot and it felt really good.
it has been a long time since i laughed my ass off with them.
had a heart-to-heart talk with my section too (:
unfortunately, this is the only memorable thing that i remember right now.
but it is enough actually. to have such loving people by my side, it is always enough.

sadly, the happiness that i felt after the concert just stopped.
at that point of time, i really had a hard time to pull myself together and a hard time to smile even though i do not even feel like it.

sigh.